The two stare at each other in the dark void where the only light
seemed to come from them, both faintly smiling as they take in the
differences and yet the similarities between the two.
The slender versus the broad, the thin versus the muscled, the curls
versus the straight and youth against age.
Yet the copper hair, the freckles, the mole, green eyes and hell,
even the shape of his nose remains the same.
“Is it done?” Obi-Wan questioned lightly, sitting cross legged in
the void.
“I think so…yes I believe so. Or it will be soon.” Ben hummed,
mimicking the position before looking around. “Am I dead?”
“I’m not sure. That question is far more… unsettling
considering I never existed in the first place really.” Obi-Wan
hummed. “Do you think you are dead?”
“I hope not. Mother would miss me and Anakin still needs me.” Ben
rested his hands on his thighs. “And Cody… I would have liked to
build a life with him.” He offered more quietly.
Obi-Wan quirked his lips a bit at that. “Then perhaps you should
turn back then.” He looked behind Ben.
Ben turned, blinking at the light shining far in the distance behind
him. “…Will it take me home?”
“It may. If you want it to. Will has a lot to do with what one can
do and can’t do, especially with the Force.” Obi-Wan hummed.
Staring at the light for a few moments, Ben got up and started
walking towards it, leaving Obi-Wan behind as the older man fades to nothing.
()()()
There’s screaming, it feels like its in his head but Ben can’t
quite… connect it to anything… or anyone?
Wait no, no Ben knows that scream, that scream is Anakin.
Is Anakin screaming in his head?
There is also the sound of lightsabers.
Of loud yells, enraged and Ben knows at least one of those too.
Mace Windu yells a lot when he does the Vapaad.
Gingerly he shifts and opens his eyes, staring at the dark ceiling of
the chancellor office, a breeze stirring his hair.
That makes him flop his head to look towards the window that’s
broken open at…wait, when did the window break open?
He can’t remember, his last memory was staring at Palpatine and
then…
Oh.
He’d been run through.
The Sith had run his saber through Ben’s chest and Anakin…
He reached out towards his twin and felt the other stutter to a halt,
shock and then pained relief and anger suddenly running through him
from the others side.
He’d apologize.
Later.
Ben shifted a bit more and looked towards the saber fight happening,
Mace and Depa working in tandem against the Sith with Shaak and Plo
providing backup when either falters. Master Jocasta is sitting
against the wall, a hand clamped to her hip as she watches with
narrowed eyes, burn marks clear on her fancy tunic.
And then her eyes land on him, going wide. “Ben?” Her whisper is
lost in the sounds of the fight but Ben can read her lips.
It makes him smile before he slowly and gingerly shifts, feeling the
hole of his tunics shift against his tender skin even as he gets to his feet
and pulls his own saber from his belt, moving slowly as his free hand
cups his chest.
It hurts still.
He’d check later as he moves with shuffling steps into the right
position, leaning on the Chancellor’s desk and waits.
The moment feels frozen as suddenly Master Windu and Billaba sees him
over Palpatine’s shoulder, their eyes going wide and shock pinging
through the Force. It distracts the Sith who turns around right in
front of Ben.
“Hello.” Ben offered in the sudden dim only broken from the wind
from the shattered window and then his saber as he activates it, the
blade piercing through Palpatine’s chest in a mirror to what he had
done to Ben what feels like hours before for the redhead.
Still staring at Ben, the man lets out a choked breath of air before
falling back to the floor.
Just like that the fight ends.
Ben lets his saber fall from his fingers and leans against the desk
once more, free hand cupping his chest as he raises his eyes to meet
his fellow Jedi’s and give a meek smile. “…I don’t feel so
good masters.” He offered before his eyes closed as his strength
falters him.
But he doesn’t hit the floor, warm arms wrap around him and cradle
him close. “Easy Ben.” Plo murmurs, his voice sounding off but
perhaps that was with exertion. “Lets get you to the healers little
one.”
“Mmmn…Okay. Lets go home? I think Anakin wants to yell at me…”
Ben made a low noise as Plo carefully picked him up.
“Yes, lets get you home child.”
()()()
“I don’t know what to say masters.” Che glanced to the medical
room where Ben was resting, eyes closed and a hand resting on his
stomach. “He should be dead. If a saber went through his heart he
should be dead. But the there’s only pink scar tissue on his chest
and his heart looks as healthy as its always been.”
“His Force presence has changed too, does that mean anything?”
Mace pointed out, frowning and looking to the mind healer who
shrugged.
“The chaotic nature of his Force is gone yes. At best we can figure
out it seems the chaotic nature swelled into healing him. But we
don’t know, at best we can figure out is that a Force miracle has
happened. We’ve never quite understood why Ben’s nature has been
so chaotic anyhow.” He shrugged, running his hand over his eyes and
then pinching the bridge of his nose. “Its times like this I wish I
was back on Jedha, at least Jedi didn’t come back to life there.”
He offered dryly.
Jocasta gave a quiet snort and then smiled when Ben looked at them
with tired, curious eyes. “I think I don’t care honestly. I’m
just glad he hasn’t left us quite yet.” And then she waved the
cane she was forced to use until her hip could be rehabilitated at
the knight. “Hey! No! You keep down!”
The rest of healers and Mace looked to the sheepish looking man who
had been about to push himself up with his elbows on the bed.
Slowly Ben lowered himself back down under several raised brows and
gave them his best smile that caused Che to quickly cover her mouth
to hide her snort though the twitching lekku’s gave her amusement
away.
“Well, I’ll set an apprentice healer to guard his room. Its good
to know some things remains the same.” She offered dryly as Ben
tried to awkwardly reach for a mug of water as they watched while
remaining laying.
Mace snorted at all of them but moved into the room to provide help,
taking pity on the redhead who beamed gratefully up at him.
Some things never changed.