For your newest fic #ModernJedi Does Obi-Wan Remember too?
He
won’t claim that he doesn’t know.
Obi-Wan
is… aware that this is not his first life but details are fuzzy and
people are telling him he has an active imagination, that he looses
himself in his own mind.
People
and locations in his other life is very fuzzy even if he knows a few
people.
He
remembers Anakin at least and he remembers Qui-Gon but those are the
only ones who are utterly clear and he can account for every line and
freckle on their faces.
But
he knows the Force utterly, it is a warm embrace that lets him
connect to the world in a wholly different manner to to many people
around except he is not the only one to do connect.
He’s
not sure if he knows those people though and therefore does not poke
around.
Until
he sees him.
Qui-Gon.
He
had only rushed into the cafe for something to eat and a nice cup of
tea even if it was nothing like the tea from his past memories it was
doable.
Though
the bagged stuff was worse of than the loose leaf and he had mourned
the lack of it as he had turned and looked for a place to sit only to
meet those blue, oh so blue eyes.
He
knows this one, he sees this one in his
dreams, in his fuzzy memories,
staring at the man with his plate and his tea in hand as
he takes in the situation.
He’s
not wholly the same, his hair is a lot shorter and more chestnut than
silver as his age seems to be closer to Obi-Wan now, he’s wearing
jeans and a red button up with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows
that exposes strong and sun tanned arms. But he still has those eyes,
those ever blue eyes and a beard framing his mouth, a hooked nose
that may had gotten broken and still those large ears that Obi-Wan
had used to tease the man about so long ago in a different universe
where they had been master and padawan.
Slowly
he makes his way towards the other man, not even asking if
there’s space as
he places the tea and his treat down on
the table with small clicks without looking away from the other.
He
wants to say something as the other man stares up at him but Obi-Wan
doesn’t have word and suddenly that doesn’t matter because
Qui-Gon is on his feet, his arms thrown around Obi-Wan to bring him
into a tight hug.
It’s
almost possessive, he’d say as the larger man practically folds
Obi-Wan into his body in a desperate manner, as
if Obi-Wan has been missing and has only now been found and Obi-Wan,
who doesn’t usually tolerate touches, melts into the arms
and chest.
He
smells musky sweetness, incense and flowers on the man which makes
him press his cheek to the chest while letting out a hitched little
gasp that he struggles to push down.
If
he starts crying in the middle of a cafe he will never hear the end
of it.
It
may be a minute or it may be hours later when Qui-Gon pulls back
enough to raise a shaking hand, cupping Obi-Wan’s cheek with a
smile of disbelief and love on his face. “Obi-Wan, you’re here.”
He rumbled quietly, eyes flickering greedily over the others face.
Raising
his hand, pressing his own over that large hand, Obi-Wan smiled
shakily in return. “I go by Ben these days… but I imagine you
also go by something else.” He whispered in return.
Huffing
slightly, almost on the verge of hysterical, Qui-Gon shook his head.
“I’ll always be Qui-Gon for you padawan mine…”
Overwhelmed,
Obi-Wan wrapped his arms around the man again and hid in his chest
again.
All
those memories his shrinks and parents had tried to tell him was just
imagination and here Qui-Gon was and he knew Obi-Wan and it was true.
Obi-Wan
wasn’t crazy, he was Obi-Wan, Ben was his new life name yes but
Obi-Wan was also him and it was real.
Sinking
into that body that provided warmth and safety, Obi-Wan let a few
silent tears wet the others shirt from relief and joy mingled all
together.
Because
finally everything would be alright, everything would be alright
because his master was finally back and Obi-Wan was right where he
belonged.