For sightlessbird how did obi-wan do for his first combat? I imagine everyone kinda forgot about obi-wan being blind until after the initial adrenaline rush, but he did better than many exspected due to his training.
In war, fighting is inevitable.
But Force, Anakin wished it could have been delayed just a little longer, that the karking CIS had already left the planet after burning that poor village.
Obi-Wan had known from the smell what had happened and his night…
His padawan had a nightmare, what he dreamed of, he wouldn’t say but Anakin could guess based on what he had been told and what they had experienced that day. Which was why Anakin had pulled Obi-Wan into his own bedroll and held him, soothing away the fears.
For all that Obi-Wan acted maturely, for all that his nativity was gone from the day his eyes became sightless, for all that he shone in the Force like a sun… he was still just a young boy.
A boy that shouldn’t be out here and had this been the old Order, he wouldn’t be and neither would have Ahsoka before that.
Qui-Gon had never taken Anakin purposely out into active wars on planets until he was much older, it didn’t mean he didn’t end up in fights and civil wars on planets but never on purpose and Qui-Gon had always been withdrawn after such instances.
He abhorred taking the too young Anakin into such violent settings and it was only once Anakin got older, once he killed his first person, that he understood his master and only later on when he had Ahsoka as a padawan that he fully understood.
Now, thanks to the Senate, they threw their padawans earlier and earlier into war and there was nothing the Jedi could do to stop it except to refuse to take padawans and yet that again wasn’t fair to said padawans.
The only relief was that at least the majority of the CIS army was made of droids.
At least the padawan’s in war weren’t expected to kill sentients daily.
Anakin wouldn’t have been able to stomach it, regardless how much the Force would have prodded him, if Ahsoka or Obi-Wan had been required to cut down living beings in this fucked up war.
It was hard enough to loose troopers in this war, never mind also making their padawan’s into casual killers.
And yet… Anakin had forgotten a teeny, tiny thing.
While Ahsoka had been to war for three years, having grown surely but slowly into her maturity… Obi-Wan Kenobi had done no such thing, he was twelve, surrounded by explosives and droids and he was having an absolute blast.
‘…Ahsoka wasn’t like this,’ Anakin thought in despair as he fought to keep up with his padawan who was fucking bouncing off droid tanks, crying out in joy as he kept throwing droid poppers into them before bouncing to the next, Rex crying out in despair somewhere behind Anakin. ‘Sure, she was energetic but…’
“MASTER, I GOT ANOTHER ROUND OF BOMBS!” Obi-Wan cried out with delight, holding a belt strip he had nabbed off some droid.
And Anakin’s eyes bugged out. “OBI-WAN, THAT’S LIVE EXPLOSIVES!” He cried out in horror, bringing his saber up to block a blast and almost panicking when Obi-Wan barely jumped out of the way of a blast.
“I know! Its so cool!” Obi-Wan squeaked as he tackled a command droid and lobbed a grenade at another.
Behind him, Anakin could hear Rex start crying and felt the urge to join him.