Ahh! I LOVE #SecretWeCarry!!! I’m a slut for post-RakoHardeen AUs!! Can we please see what happens next? I really wanna know who the father is. Or maybe can you tell us more about one of the times he starved himself before? That’s an interesting stewjoni biology trait!

Sitting on the chair, Cody stared at his General.

It felt like hours had passed since Kix announcement but it had only been minutes really. The two medics had gone back to work once informing them, Kix splitting from his fellow medic to take care of his own General, Skywalker going into shock at the announcement.

And Cody honestly didn’t blame him.

Two months pregnant and the General was so malnourished…

It was more severe than they even suspected when the other fell flat on his face in the hall, breaking his nose, though thankfully that had been among the first things Helix had fixed when they brought the General to the medbay.

He had quickly set it and cleaned up the blood.

And with the results of their assessment and tests, they had also gotten an IV bag up and running, something about glucose and vitamin levels and whatnot. Cody wasn’t a medic, he didn’t understand the terminology, only that it helped.

Bic ni skana’din!

The worst of this entire thing was that Cody shared part of the blame, their General needed people around him.

Skywalker had taken a moment to explain, some kind of odd hormone thing that the General released that messed up his brain chemistry but he had found a workaround by being around people, eating with them, sleeping in the same room and so on.

And Cody had lowkey known?

It had been talked about, he and some of the other clone command of the 212th.

Something to be on the guard about…

‘Apparently just because we’re clones, doesn’t mean we can’t be emotionally compromised and fuck up.’ He thought bitterly to himself. He should have remembered, but he had just been so… angry.

No, not angry. Anger didn’t cover the feeling in his chest, the convoluted mix of sadness, hurt, relief and rage that seemed to just marinade in his chest every time he looked at his General.

Cody understood duty.

He lived for duty after all, his duty was the war and the effort and all the complications it brought.

But it still hurt, that General Kenobi, that Obi-Wan could pretend to be dead, to let them bury him and go weeks letting them think he was dead…

It had just been so kriffing painful and Cody hadn’t wanted to do something that would compromise himself or the 212th.

So he had stuck to professionalism.

When he had nothing else, he at least had that, he’d work with Obi-Wan, make sure the 212th ran like clockwork and look out for his vode.

And he’d work through his own emotions but he had needed… distance.

The entire 212th except for the shinys had needed distance and now they felt guilty, the sight of their Jedi, face down, bleeding onto the durasteel due to a broken nose…

And that was why Waxer and Boil had been spying on the med appointment, Cody knew they had, had heard the two whisper to each other from behind the door and heard the quiet gasp at Kix announcement.

He hadn’t wanted to turn his own vode in to Skywalker though and honestly…

They needed to know.

Their General was a mess of a man right now and they were all partly to blame.

No person managed isolation well and Obi-Wan had been living with it since he got back, had not complained and only let them isolate him even as he gave them lingering, longing looks before departing.

Haar’chak!

Sitting forward, Cody clasped his hands together while resting his elbows on his knees, resisting the urge to reach out and cling to the General’s skinny looking hand.

There was another thing that bothered him.

Terrified him if he was honest.

The time frame Kix had produced.

The fetus.

Apparently it was about two months old or about so and kark did Cody hope that Kix was wrong. Because if that time frame was right, that would put the conception of the fetus inside of the General smack dab in the middle of the Hardeen mission.

And Cody, for all that he’s been feeling hurt and maybe even a bit betrayed after the mission the other had taken on, he still knows his General.

His General wouldn’t have engaged in a casual dalliance in such a critical moment.

In that time frame, he was pretending to be his own murderer, he was sent to jail and he was dealing with criminals and later on violent, murderous bounty hunters that would sell him out for a cracker, much less a credit.

And then there was Dooku…

No, Cody knows his General.

And if Kix time frame is correct, then he fears what happened to his General while they weren’t there. Fears what the other might not have told anyone, what he’s kept locked inside because of how isolated he was.

Cody fears that his General was raped while acting his role as Rako Hardeen.

And the idea makes him sick.

Because they should have protected him.

But they weren’t there and they weren’t there again after.

Cody doesn’t know what to do with the information he’s gathering, what he’s theorizing. A part of him hopes that Kix has made a mistake, that the fetus is perhaps older even if its a miracle that it has survived to now considering the Hardeen fiasco.

A different part of him hopes that Obi-Wan had a casual fling or that he’s mistaking and Obi-Wan is the type to have a random encounter during such a mission.

But deep down… he knows.

He knows and it makes him feel so sick.

Glancing to see where Skywalker and the others are, Cody unclasps his hands as Kix and Ahsoka are busy fussing over Skywalker, reaching out under Helix eyes to gently run the back of his knuckles over Obi-Wan’s cheek, brushing his hair back behind an ear in a gentle motion.

The 212th loves their General, its why it hurt so much to know he had deceived them in such a gruesome manner.

They had been hurt…and now they pay the price for their actions.

‘I’m sorry General… we’ll… we’ll make sure you’re alright after this. We’ll talk, properly… poor Obi-Wan, our Obi-Wan…’ Cody felt his face crumble, Helix turning away while biting his lip bloody.

By the time the rest of the room had fixed themselves up, the two members of 212th were once more blank slates of professionalism, Cody sitting at Obi-Wan’s side and Helix checking on the IV line.

Just waiting for their Jedi to wake up.

Translation:

Bic ni skana’din = expression of being angry, repelled or *That really ticks me off.*

Haar’chak = Damn it

I really enjoyed reading through all your posts for #tomeyoubelong! Is Vaderkin planning to keep Obi-Wan in his room all the time, or will he find ways to hide his identity and let him have a little freedom? (Eventually) will Palpatine ever demand to meet Vader’s ‘acquired omega’? (And do you post these on ao3 or anywhere else?)

Elbows settled on his knees, Vader stared at Obi-Wan as the Jedi stared back at him, the omega finally having calmed down after what felt like forever.

After he had finally calmed down, the redhead had settled on the single chair in the room by the desk, ignoring all the mechanical work that Vader had as the Sith found a loose shirt.

He had taken the hint at that, settling down on the bunk that Obi-Wan had not taken.

Wouldn’t take.

Even though it smelled of Obi-Wan, of his and Obi-Wan’s scent mixed together.

Like a mated pair.

“…What happens now?” Obi-Wan finally asked, his voice rough from his breakdown.

Absently Vader took note of how the other was fisting his hands into the leggings he was borrowing, Vader’s pj leggings. He shrugged slightly, watching Obi-Wan as he leaned back against the wall the bunk was settled against. “If I’m honest, I’m not utterly sure. But I do know I’m not letting you go back to Tatooine.” He tacked on sharply when he saw Obi-Wan open his mouth.

Alpha hormones flooded the room and Obi-Wan flinched back from him.

Vader couldn’t help but be… discomforted by that.

He had never seen Obi-Wan react as such when alphas got aggressive.

Generally he used to just roll his eyes and sigh loudly, muttering about barbaric and uncivilized behavior.

It was just… it didn’t fit with the Obi-Wan he remembered.

“Fine. So I’m not going back,” Obi-Wan bit out, his chin tilted up but avoiding looking Vader in the eyes. “But where am I going if you’re not going to kill me?” He huffed out.

“Coruscant,” Vader stated, stretching his legs out with a quiet groan of satisfaction as sore muscles eased out and snorting when he saw the others eyes widening ever so slightly with suppressed panic. “I got my own place there, you aren’t going near the Imperial palace.” He stated a tad more quietly, guessing what the other was thinking.

A brief pause settled in before Obi-Wan nodded, indicating that the alpha had hit bullseye and as curious as Vader was to what the other was thinking, he didn’t ask nor try to skim the others mind.

He needed the other to trust him slightly at the very least and skimming his mind was one hell of a way to break any burgeoning trust at all or shut down any future trust.

It was hard to read Obi-Wan’s expression too, the other was too blasted good at it still, a blank mask settling over him.

‘I used to be able to read him… micro twitches in his face told me everything. Now I’m stuck without being able to read him. And Skywalker thought Obi-Wan didn’t tell him anything…’ Vader was almost bitterly amused by how little Obi-Wan was really giving him. “You’ll have to hide your identity.” He tacked on, watching closely.

Obi-Wan’s brow furrowed a bit, eyes narrowing slightly in suspicion. “Meaning…?” He stated slowly.

Standing, Vader made his way over to the desk, ignoring the way Obi-Wan tensed up and leaned back into the chair.

Pulling out the drawer, he held up a bottle for the other to see.

Obi-Wan squinted at the bottle and not for the first time did Vader wonder if the other needed an optometrist appointment.

The omega’s eyesight had seemed a bit poorer towards the end of the war.

“Hair dye?” Obi-Wan stated, sounding startled, finally meeting Vader’s eyes with obvious surprise.

“Along with trimming away the beard and letting your hair grow, this will hide your identity quite well, its only a few shades away from your natural hair, so the after growth won’t be too visible.” Vader confirmed, holding out the bottle for him to take.

Hesitating, frowning heavily, Obi-Wan slowly took the bottle to study before looking up sharply. “I’m not removing my bear-” He started in outrage.

Vader cut in harshly. “You will because Obi-Wan the beta Jedi can disappear into the void, no one will be looking for omega Ben from Tatooine on Coruscant, are we clear?” He growled sharply.

Obi-Wan flinched but bared his teeth right back at Vader and for several long, tense moments, Vader wondered if he had pushed too hard, too fast, if Obi-Wan would attack him.

But finally the other slumped a bit, staring at the bottle with an obviously confused and exhausted expression crossing his face. “…I don’t understand what you’re doing Sith. This… I don’t understand…”

Hesitating, Vader slowly reached out, gently stroking Obi-Wan’s hair, feeling him tense under the touch but not stopping despite it all. “Because… whether we like it or not… we have a connection my old master. And regardless how much we fight it,” He slowly knelt down, looking up at the worn out man in front of him. “We can’t help but care… I can’t help but care.” Vader decided to be honest.

Clearly it threw the Jedi for a loop as he stared back, hands clenched on the dye bottle and his lips lightly parted with surprise.

‘…Who knew there would come a time I wouldn’t find amusement in the Negotiator himself being left speechless.’ Vader couldn’t help but smile bitterly as he stared at Obi-Wan, watching as a single tear slid down the omega’s cheek.