I miss Padawan of Dooku. We never saw what happened with Xanatos, did he go after Obi Wan again? I bet Dooku went full on papa bear on him if that’s the case
Hands clinging
tightly to the cup in his grip, Obi-Wan stared into the blue liquid
for a long moment as steam rose from it. “…This isn’t tea.”
He whispered.
“Its milk.” Yan
agreed. “With some Devaron honey from the temple of Eedit.” He
watched Obi-Wan still mutely stare into the cup for a long moment.
“Drink Obi-Wan.” He implored. “Qui-Gon would not want
you to starve yourself.” Yan went for dirty tactics but he knew
that invoking Obi-Wan’s linage brothers name would work.
Obi-Wan spasmed at
the name but slowly lifted the cup to his lips and took a small sip,
letting the almost nauseatingly sweet liquid glide over his tongue
and down his throat. He shivered a bit but warmth bloomed inside from
the honey. “…You gave me this when Du Crion tried to kill me that
last time.” He mused quietly into the cup.
Yan nodded, raising
a hand slowly to rest on the others back. “He should never have
tried for you again. I made my position in regards to you very clear
to him.” Yan noted quietly and a bit fiercely. “Not my fault that
he ignored the warnings. I just dealt with the situation and put him
in his place, six feet under.” Yan said with grim satisfaction.
A weak laugh
escaped Obi-Wan’s lips, barely a puff of air before his face
twisted into a grimace, dropping the cup to the expensive carpet of
Yan’s quarters as he dropped his face into his hands instead, a sob
escaping him.
Swallowing thickly,
Yan curled his arm around the others shoulders to pull Obi-Wan into
him, let him hide as he had when the redhead had been just a teen.
“That’s it, just let it out Obi-Wan. Just let it out.” He
whispered.
“It wasn’t
wasn’t suppose to be like this!” Obi-Wan cried into his chest,
hands fisting the expensive material of Yan’s dark tunic. “He
wasn’t suppose to run ahead!” Obi-Wan hiccuped hard.
“Sometimes you
can’t control how some people think Obi-Wan.” Yan crooned
quietly, cupping Obi-Wan more tightly to him.
“But Qui-Gon-”
Obi-Wan choked on his words.
“Qui-Gone is
gone.” Yan returned heavily, feeling the other shake in his arms
and against his chest. “But you are still here.” He settled his
nose into the others hair and rubbed along the others spine slowly.
“And its hard, its terrible and it hurts and whatever Yoda says you
shall ignore because grief is natural to the human process of being
alive and so is pain. Because we loved Qui-Gon… and now we have to
feel the loss of a person we both cared for.” Yan swallowed.
Obi-Wan’s tears
soaked into the dark fabric as he spasmed and coughed hard before he
just let Yan carry his weight. “I miss him.” He confessed.
“And so too do I
Obi-Wan.” Yan confessed heavily before he shifted so he could tilt
Obi-Wan’s head up, pressing their forehead’s together. “But we
still have each other. You and I are still here and as long as we
remember him, he’s never truly gone.” Yan whispered.
Obi-Wan stared at
him with red rimmed eyes and a runny noise, once more looking
thirteen to Yan and in need of shelter.
Unable to resist,
he brought the other back to his chest, hug tight. “We’re still
here.” He whispered, letting the other sob against his chest.
“Still here, we don’t have to say goodbye just yet child.” Yan
and Obi-Wan clung to each other, taking comfort in the beating hearts
of each other.