Uh! Rude! What a cliffhanger for butterfly flutters! More pleeeaaasseee?
‘Say something.’ Obi-Wan’s mind was telling him, staring at the
blue eyed man in front of him still holding Obi-Wan’s face in his
hands.
Anakin looked faintly desperate, his curls falling forward in his
face and his lips faintly kiss swollen.
He could still feel the wetness from his spilled tea, soaking into
his clothes and the heat that came from Anakin’s body as the blond
pressed closer, the way the others thumbs gently caressed his
cheekbones. “…Obi-Wan?” The other whispered.
“…Its yours.” He gasped out, eyes die, hormones making his eyes
tear up without his permission.
“What?” Anakin blinked, stopping his gentle thumb rub.
“T-The baby, its yours, back… back then. That time.” Obi-Wan
choked out, pressing into Anakin’s hands before he laughed bitterly
as Anakin’s eyes went wide.
“Do you know how delighted I was when you told me you weren’t
with Padme, that she’d thrown you out? How guilty I felt?”
Obi-Wan swallowed. “Here you were…hurting and I…I couldn’t
help but feel…relieved. Feel hope despite… And then you… you
told me she took you back.” Obi-Wan whispered out, shaking, arms
wrapped around the swollen curve of his stomach. “I couldn’t tell
you…so I left.” He gasped out.
The tears spilled down his cheeks, unbidden and unwelcome as months
of loneliness and longing spilled out in the jumble of words passing
his lips. “I actually started crying every time I thought I smelled
your so-” He yelped as he was dragged into Anakin’s lap, his
swollen belly getting in the way of the hug but it was the best hug
Obi-Wan had in a long time, Anakin’s arms tight around him as he
pressed the redhead’s shoulder into his shoulder.
“Oh Obi-Wan, its okay, shh, shh, I’m here.” Anakin whispered,
voice thick as he rocked him slowly and steadily and Obi-Wan broke
down into harsh sobs, digging his hands into the other mans tunic,
curling his fingers as tightly into the fabric as he could.
“I’m horrible. I know. But you were happy with her.” Obi-Wan
wheezed out between every cleansing sob. “And it hurt and I
couldn’t stay. I needed space I thought.” He pressed his nose
into the others neck, breathing deeply, taking in the scent.
His nose ached faintly with how hard he was doing it but Obi-Wan
didn’t care, not when Anakin had told him he loved him
“Obi-Wan.” Anakin squeezed him. “I need to know. Please tell
me…what do you feel for me Obi-Wan?” He whispered, his lips
hovering over the others ear.
“I love you. I’ve loved you for years and I only wanted your
happiness.” The older man hiccuped.
Anakin felt as if he was walking on cloud nine, the heavy weight of
Obi-Wan pregnancy softened body in his lap as he pulled him even
tighter in somehow as he peppered Obi-Wan’s temple with soft
kisses.
“Oh Obi-Wan. My Obi-Wan, you silly…you should have told me.” He
whispered, wanting to be angry but being unable to.
How could he be angry when Obi-Wan loved him and…oh Force, he was
going to be a dad!
He pushed Obi-Wan a bit back to look at the others stomach, eyes wide
as he moved one hand to it while keeping the other arm around
Obi-Wan. “Its mine?”
Nodding with tear stained cheeks, Obi-Wan gave him a smile through
the slight hiccups. “Y-Yes. When… when you bedded me, we didn’t
use protection.” He swallowed. “And…I-well I thought I was too
old.” He shifted a bit on the others lap, feeling a faint ache in
his back from the position.
The knight caught on and shifted the other until he had a better
position in his lap with more support.
“So I’m the dad…this is mine.” Anakin looked up at him, eyes
full of warmth. “And so are you. Mine.”
Obi-Wan flustered but felt pleasure bloom in his stomach as he leaned
in, curving a bit over his stomach. “Yours.” He agreed quietly.
Quietly he was thrilled at the possessiveness in Anakin’s eyes and
the way his grip tightened on Obi-Wan.