You good nonny, I don’t mind answering, since I mentioned it first.

So, Pcos, or polycystic ovary syndrome, is exactly what the long name implies, I have cyst like growths on my ovaries and there are a few types apparently, Insulin-resistant PCOS, Inflammatory PCOS, Hidden-cause PCOS, and Pill-induced PCOS.

I’m not sure why I have it but due to having it, my hormones are pretty fucked up, which has caused me no small amount of body dysmorphia unfortunately as I have some male pattern hair growth for one and for another I have thinning of my hair. As a child I used to have thick hair if thin hair strands, that changed as a teen however when the PCOS got active, causing my hair to thin out, to the point its now extremely fine and silky but also thin and I worry I might turn so thin in the hair my scalp become visible.

There are other things I’ve had due to it, though I don’t want to get into details. But some of the symptoms are high levels of stress, high blood pressure, sleep disorders, infertility, skin allergies, acne, dandruff, pelvic pain, depression, and low libido for one.

Thankfully, the cysts are benign even if they cause… issues.

So yeah, that’s Pcos.

If you want to learn more you might wanna look it up on wikipedia or something lol

I am fandom old content creator, of course I’m bitter, I’m bitter and cynical and I write porn.

I’ve been accused of being racist for using a well known trope, with people still coming into my inbox for it and to the point someone CALLED me out on it, tagging me which sent others to hate on me. They might not have meant it but that’s what happened and yet, I STILL remember who that was. Saw a post by said person not long ago, despite them having my writing blog blocked.

I’ve been acused of being transphobic and told my cishet meant I couldn’t write lgbtq content, despite being asexual bisexual person and trying to do my best when it comes to the other lgbt parts. Like holy shit, there are people that believe in conversion therapy for asexual people, I’m not about to rag on trans, non-binery or whatever people are, as long as no one is harmed and everyone is consensual safe, I don’t CARE.

I’be been told I’m bismerching the ‘glory of white people’, that one was gross and those people can fuck off. Racist and nazi fuuuuck off.

I’ve been told what I write is morally wrong. Purity police out and about.

I’ve been told I’m ableist in my writing, despite one, both being disabled mentally and physically and two, writing from the point of character that are SUPPOSE to be ableistic.

I’ve been told to stop bringing politics into my writing, which is so bizzare considering the prequels is about an evil dictator that takes power through war and manipulating everything to his advantage.

And just… there’s more but I’m making myself upset.

So yeah, I’m bitter at times, making free content that people can enjoy only for some to jump on me like its a mosh pit. Especially that first one with the trope, like holy shit, that was so bad that the story it related to was dropped despite being on AO3.

Bitter Moddy.

But still writing.

Just less trusting of people, that’s all