Could we get some more LordOfGrief? What’s gonna happen when they finally get to back to the temple? What will happen to Obi-Wan? Will the rest of the Council’s hearts break because of just HOW MUCH grief poor Obi had to be able to fall?
There isn’t even an attempt to hide.
If there is one thing
Obi-Wan has always done, he has faced the consequences of his actions
head on and therefore he walks beside Anakin with his hood down and
his yellow eyes on display, doing nothing to hide his Fallen status
or hiding away his Force aura, noticeably darker.
He does pretend however to
not see the Sentinels following him or the people dropping things or
staring at him in shock or dismay.
What do they know.
Obi-Wan’s situation is…
well not unique.
Though some of the shock
may also be due to the bound CIS General hovering behind him and
Anakin, escorted by clone troopers.
There is something really
strange about walking in the Light while you yourself is broken apart
Obi-Wan would have to admit as they finally meet with the Council
members in the temple.
Yoda, Mace, Adi, Plo,
Ka-Adi, Even and Depa all stare at him in various degrees of shock
that Obi-Wan does nothing to reassure them about, even as Anakin
shifts closer to him, his aura protective as Obi-Wan placidly stares
at his fellow council members.
Though for how long.
Finally, it seems Mace
shakes himself enough to wave for the Sentinels to step forward,
Anakin tensing beside Obi-Wan. “The Sentinels will take Grievous to
the cells for now, The council will… convene in the chamber, to
discuss the details of this incident with Kenobi and Skywalker.” He
managed to choke out, eyes still disbelieving as he stared at
Obi-Wan.
‘Well, this will be
interesting.’ Obi-Wan thought to himself even as he bowed his head.
Then he reached for his
saber, all Jedi except Anakin tensing and then looking awkward when
all Obi-Wan did was hand his saber to his former padawan. “Look
after that would you Anakin. I believe it’s best I don’t have it
on hand myself.” He noted calmly.
Anakin, an ounce of
reluctance on his face, tucked the saber obediently onto his belt.
“Of course master.” He murmured, his flesh hand coming to rest on
Obi-Wan’s shoulder, showing his support without a word crossing his
lips as his only functioning hand rested trustingly on Obi-Wan.
While most of his body was
now healed, his mech hand still needed repairs.
Turning his head, Obi-Wan
nodded to his commander. “I will see you later.” He murmured
assuringly, feeling Cody’s worry spike even as the commander
saluted in understanding.
()()()
Anakin isn’t sure what
is going to happen.
He feels on edge, guarded
and tense in a way he has only felt in when there’s a battle to be
and he doesn’t like the fact that he can feel the same thing in his
home.
It
makes him uneasy as he wants to hide Obi-Wan away from every staring
Jedi even as he answers and recounts the incident that lead to his
capture by Grievous until when his memories get fuzzy. He feels more
than he sees Obi-Wan twitch with something close to anger each time
Anakin recounts how Grievous gloated when he injured Anakin.
‘Any
other time, a year, a month, a week
ago and I would have scoffed at the idea of Obi-Wan caring for me…’
Anakin mused as Obi-Wan, emotionless
in his recounting
what had happened to Grievous, what he had done, the outright
torture he had happened upon the
cyborg.
And
through it all, the council listened, some with hands closer to their
sabers than others and some watching Obi-Wan as if he was a
particular interesting bug.
Anakin
was honestly grateful that Shaak Ti was away on Kamino, her
expression of disgust…
“Why?”
Yoda finally croaked, the old man leaning forward, something akin to
despair in that one syllable that made Anakin want to bristle.
Obi-Wan
quietly stared back, almost ponderously as he didn’t pretend not to
understand the question. Then he shook his head. “You may be old
and you may understand grief and loss Master Yoda… but you don’t
understand this…” He trailed off then he shrugged, a small smile
crossing his face.
Anakin
blinked at his master, wondering what the hell the other was talking
about even as something close to panic uncapped in his stomach. Why
wasn’t Obi-Wan defending himself?
He
had to defend himself or the order mi-a gasp escaped him, sudden, gut
wrenching pain erupted in his chest.
It
felt like when his mother died but worse somehow, there was no anger
to dampen the grief, only bottomless, encompassing grief that made
him want to howl in physical pain and yet a tired sort of acceptance
mingled with a helpless sort of desperation.
And
then it was gone, Anakin gasping for air as he knelt on the council
floor, his face pressed to Obi-Wan’s hip as he clung to the others
robe, Obi-Wan’s hand gently petting through his hair. “It’s
alright Anakin, it’s alright. Calm down dear one…” Obi-Wan
whispered and Anakin whimpered when the man shifted only to relax
when he felt Obi-Wan kneel down to hug him. A warm, callused hand
rubbed at his back, Obi-Wan holding him tenderly and Anakin spared a
thought for embarrassment that the council could see him like this
before it disappeared with his desperate need for comfort.
If
he had been able to look around, he would have seen all the council
members either hugging themselves, crying or looking like they wanted
to vomit, the sensation of Obi-Wan’s overwhelming grief in their
veins still echoing.
“Now
you know I love you dear one,” Obi-Wan whispered quietly, Anakin
hiccuping into his shoulder. “It’s alright though. I won’t let
you forget it again.” Obi-Wan continued with a little hum, still
watching the council even as he comforted his former padawan,
pressing the man into his chest as best he could.
Knowing
he was snotting the others shoulder and yet not caring, Anakin
tightened his remaining hand in Obi-Wan’s back tunic, hiccuping
harshly as he tried to bring himself back together.
How
could one man hold so much grief… and yet remain so kind?