Reaching the Sun: Can we see Obi-wan asking Mace for advice/his opinion on Qui-Gon, both now and in a flashback to their early days together?
Pressing
the shiny cup into Obi-Wan’s hands, Mace breathed out deeply at the
others amused look. “Depa bought them for me as a birthday present.
She said she wanted to see the look on others faces when I served tea
in mermaid cups.” He stated dryly before sitting down on the pillow
by his caff table, settling comfortably with his feet tucked under
his rear.
Lifting
the cup up, Obi-Wan’s lips quirked with amusement as the
sun caught the iridescent blue to purple colors of the mermaid tail
shaped cups. “They do kind of clash with your rather severe
personality master.” He chuckled before blowing on the strong
Haruun tea and taking a small sip.
Snorting,
Mace picked up his own cup and sent the other a smirk. “That’s
why I drag them out when I need to debalance someone.” He teased
even as he mentally added to his sentence. ‘Or when I need someone
to laugh.’ He observed Obi-Wan over the rim of the rather
ridiculous
cup.
Which
Obi-Wan certainly did, he was looking a tad too pale and dark eyed
for Mace sake and Ahsoka had been by more than once along with Depa,
both bringing their concern to Mace.
It
was easy to see why when
Obi-Wan was clearly sleep deprived with his too pale face making his
freckles stand out, the dark bags under his eyes and his hair in the
messiest bun Mace had seen in a long time since Obi-Wan prided on
being immaculate in appearance as long as he could.
And
that was why Mace had invited the other to tea.
Honestly,
the way he was looking now reminded Mace of those early days when he
had guided Obi-Wan to these rooms years ago now.
()()()
“There
we go Kenobi… easy does it,” Mace rumbled, pressing the man down
on the kitchen chair before turning to pull out some of the leftovers
from dinner. “You’re not allergic to anything are you?” He
questioned, quickly throwing the pale skinned redhead a critical
look. Their
return from Naboo was a quiet one and Obi-Wan had quickly been lead
away to the new quarters by Mace as Qui-Gon was taken to the Halls
with young Skywalker.
Honestly
at this point Mace almost considered the young man a candidate for
the Halls with how pale he was.
Obi-Wan
looked up, blinking a bit before shrugging meekly.
“Hoi-broth.” He whispered quietly
as he was still seemingly gathering himself, dropping his eyes to the
table.
“Good
to know,” Mace muttered as he took out two bowls to heat the
leftover stew with some added grains and
then sliding
them into the warmer before turning and leaning on the counter to
observe his new padawan. “…I
know its not so good right now, especially
in that head of yours after what Qui-Gon did,
but we’re gonna make this work.” Mace stated softly, his heart
aching with sympathy as he wondered how Qui-Gon could have done this
towards
someone already so on edge clearly.
Obi-Wan
looked up from the table, blinking at him as Mace crossed the floor
in two steps, staring up at the Jedi master as Mace lifted his hand
to rub his hair and scalp.
Then
he closed his eyes, breathing out shakily while pressing into Mace
hand with
trembling lips.
“We’re
gonna make this work padawan.” Mace promised quietly as
Obi-Wan trembled beneath his hand and pale hands fisted into Mace
dark tunic in search of comfort.
()()()
“Qui-Gon
want’s to make up for what he did.” Obi-Wan’s voice broke
through Mace’s memory, firmly jerking him out of it as he focused
on the other as Obi-Wan stared into the mermaid cup.
He
didn’t say anything though and Mace brows furrowed. “And?” He
prompted carefully, shifting his foot under his ass to prevent it
from falling asleep as he had apparently set it a bit oddly when he
first sat down.
Huffing
out a deep breath, Obi-Wan shrugged. “I don’t know,” He
confessed honestly. “I told him I’d think about it but I don’t
really…” He trailed off, looking towards Mace rather large window
to stare out at the skyline and skycars, ignoring
the wooden chime hanging from the top of the window.
Setting
his cup down delicately, Mace pursed his lips. “What do you want to
do?” He murmured sympathetically.
Sighing
deeply, Obi-Wan set his own cup down and buried his face in his
hands. “I don’t know. I’ve tried not to think about him for
years and now he’s back and I just…” He shuddered a bit and
looked up when Mace touched his shoulder, eyes full of desperation.
“I
feel I should tell you that forgiving doesn’t have
to
mean forgetting what someone has done to you,” Mace murmured in a
soothing tone. “You don’t have to let him back into your life
even if he wants to say sorry, you could let him apologize and then
move on with your life because you have become a successful Jedi
Knight of great honors with your own padawan now, that is all on you
Obi-Wan. You have become great.” He murmured with a fond and proud
smile on his lips, a bit of pride in his chest for having been part
of the other’s journey to knighthood.
Blinking
a bit as
he stared at Mace, Obi-Wan’s brows furrowed slowly as he dropped
his eyes back down on his cup.
Then
he smiled slowly and nodded in understanding, picking up his cup and
sipping.
Settling
back on his pillow and twisting his left foot a bit, Mace picked up
his own cup to calmly sip too, relaxing at the sounds of his chimes
over them.