For safetydelayed, can we see some of the fallout from Qui-Gon’s punch?

Listening
quietly at the door, Obi-Wan gripped his tunic hem tightly while
biting his bottom lip as Windu kept tearing into Qui-Gon for lashing
out at Shkma. Obviously Qui-Gon hadn’t told anyone exactly why he
punched the man, though everyone quite correctly assumed it was
because of Obi-Wan.

But
the actual reason was kept by the man who perpetrated the action and
it was not a very Jedi like behavior after all.

Of
course there would be consequences, especially as Qui-Gon outright
said he wasn’t sorry at all when faced with four council members in
his own quarters as he peered at them from his position in his
recliner.

Clearly
that had been the wrong thing and Windu was verbally lashing the man
for behaving like an ogre and there was a threat of suspension with
mind healer sessions until he was cleared by
them, that
such violence was not a sign of instability or some such.

Obi-Wan
couldn’t let that happen, not when Qui-Gon was trying to protect
him, to stick up for Obi-Wan.

So
he stepped out of his room quickly before he could second-guess
himself. “He
did it for me.” Obi-Wan said quietly yet his voice cut through
everything.

Qui-Gon
stood up fast enough to jerk his recliner back several inches,
hurrying around the caff table to his padawan’s side. “Obi-Wan,
you don’t have to tell them anything. I’m fine with suspension.”
The man stated firmly, carefully settling a bandaged hand on Obi-Wan’s
shoulder under the gazes of the four council members.

Shaking
his head a bit, Obi-Wan managed to twitch his lips in a semblance of
a smile that was really more a grimace before he turned his eyes on
Windu, Plo, Ti and Gallia.

He
couldn’t meet their eyes however, found a spot just below Windu’s
nose to stare at which seemed to be decent enough as he wrapped his
arms around himself. “I don’t want you punished for me Master. I
told master the truth about what Shkma did towards me, in full scale,
and it upset him rather pointedly.” Obi-Wan voice started strong
but it ended in a whisper.

Qui-Gon
shifted, settling both hands on his shoulders in a comforting and
supporting motion.

“…What
Shkma did towards you?” Ti questioned in her soft sotto voice.

Swallowing
harshly, looking down at his feet while clenching his hands on his
upper arms, Obi-Wan pressed himself into Qui-Gon’s warmth and
grasp. “…He’s been sexually abusing me since I was fourteen
among everything
else he did to me.” Obi-Wan got out as steady as he could, feeling
a bit numb.

There
was a muted gasp, the hissing of breath between teeth and Obi-Wan
shuddered heavily at the reaction, desperately seeking to hide as
he kept his eyes on his feet.

Feeling
the gazes of the other Jedi on him the young man turned and
Obi-Wan hid in Qui-Gon’s chest as he gave into his urge, shaking as
warm arms wrapped around him and large fingers gently rubbed his
nape. “It is alright Obi-Wan, you do not have to say another word,
we will speak with mind healer Valentine about this and no one else
and
even then you don’t have to tell him anything you don’t want to.
You don’t have to say another word unless you want to Obi-Wan”
The man soothed, his voice and his Force aura oozing of worry and
protectiveness.

Breath
hitching, Obi-Wan pressed even closer into the man’s warm chest,
shaking hard as his ears cottoned to the noise in the quarters. This
was a safe space, Qui-Gon was a safe space.

If
the other said Obi-Wan didn’t have to then he really didn’t have
to.

Qui-Gon
would make things better, would make sure things were alright.

For safetydelayed, can we see some of the fallout from Qui-Gon’s punch?

Listening
quietly at the door, Obi-Wan gripped his tunic hem tightly while
biting his bottom lip as Windu kept tearing into Qui-Gon for lashing
out at Shkma. Obviously Qui-Gon hadn’t told anyone exactly why he
punched the man, though everyone quite correctly assumed it was
because of Obi-Wan.

But
the actual reason was kept by the man who perpetrated the action and
it was not a very Jedi like behavior after all.

Of
course there would be consequences, especially as Qui-Gon outright
said he wasn’t sorry at all when faced with four council members in
his own quarters as he peered at them from his position in his
recliner.

Clearly
that had been the wrong thing and Windu was verbally lashing the man
for behaving like an ogre and there was a threat of suspension with
mind healer sessions until he was cleared by
them, that
such violence was not a sign of instability or some such.

Obi-Wan
couldn’t let that happen, not when Qui-Gon was trying to protect
him, to stick up for Obi-Wan.

So
he stepped out of his room quickly before he could second-guess
himself. “He
did it for me.” Obi-Wan said quietly yet his voice cut through
everything.

Qui-Gon
stood up fast enough to jerk his recliner back several inches,
hurrying around the caff table to his padawan’s side. “Obi-Wan,
you don’t have to tell them anything. I’m fine with suspension.”
The man stated firmly, carefully settling a bandaged hand on Obi-Wan’s
shoulder under the gazes of the four council members.

Shaking
his head a bit, Obi-Wan managed to twitch his lips in a semblance of
a smile that was really more a grimace before he turned his eyes on
Windu, Plo, Ti and Gallia.

He
couldn’t meet their eyes however, found a spot just below Windu’s
nose to stare at which seemed to be decent enough as he wrapped his
arms around himself. “I don’t want you punished for me Master. I
told master the truth about what Shkma did towards me, in full scale,
and it upset him rather pointedly.” Obi-Wan voice started strong
but it ended in a whisper.

Qui-Gon
shifted, settling both hands on his shoulders in a comforting and
supporting motion.

“…What
Shkma did towards you?” Ti questioned in her soft sotto voice.

Swallowing
harshly, looking down at his feet while clenching his hands on his
upper arms, Obi-Wan pressed himself into Qui-Gon’s warmth and
grasp. “…He’s been sexually abusing me since I was fourteen
among everything
else he did to me.” Obi-Wan got out as steady as he could, feeling
a bit numb.

There
was a muted gasp, the hissing of breath between teeth and Obi-Wan
shuddered heavily at the reaction, desperately seeking to hide as
he kept his eyes on his feet.

Feeling
the gazes of the other Jedi on him the young man turned and
Obi-Wan hid in Qui-Gon’s chest as he gave into his urge, shaking as
warm arms wrapped around him and large fingers gently rubbed his
nape. “It is alright Obi-Wan, you do not have to say another word,
we will speak with mind healer Valentine about this and no one else
and
even then you don’t have to tell him anything you don’t want to.
You don’t have to say another word unless you want to Obi-Wan”
The man soothed, his voice and his Force aura oozing of worry and
protectiveness.

Breath
hitching, Obi-Wan pressed even closer into the man’s warm chest,
shaking hard as his ears cottoned to the noise in the quarters. This
was a safe space, Qui-Gon was a safe space.

If
the other said Obi-Wan didn’t have to then he really didn’t have
to.

Qui-Gon
would make things better, would make sure things were alright.

BenotGulty, why do I get the feeling its coming to an end? It feels like its coming to an end for some reason.

Ruffling
the copper colored hair while pressing the juice box into Obi-Wan’s
hands, Mace smirked down at the kids when Anakin lifted his own box
to signal he still had juice from when he arrived and
Obi-Wan had gotten them both one each.
“Next time, you’re getting your own juice box kid.” The council
master snarked before returning to the kitchen with Anakin watching
him with his wide eyes

Biting
his bottom lip with wide eyes, Anakin focused back on Obi-Wan who
grinned back as
he relaxed into the squishy couch.
“He really is wrapped up around your fingers just like the council
masters say. You
just had to mention you were thirsty and that you were empty for
juice.”
He beamed in awe, having
heard the gossip when he was with Qui-Gon earlier that day getting
tunics from the quartermasters and honestly, the blond had been dying
to ask about it all day.

Being
in the temple was nothing like what he expected and even two weeks
after being really accepted after the Naboo business he still wasn’t
used to everything, trying to adjust to being a padawan.

And
having Obi-Wan.

Shrugging,
sipping the cold juice with a small smile, Obi-Wan hummed. “A
little bit, he cares a lot about me and just wants me to be safe…
I’m still adjusting to being alive pretty much and he worries about
that.” Obi-Wan confessed softly.

That
had Anakin wiggling a bit, eyes wide. “So you really did die? I
mean I heard it a few times since I came to the temple, a lot of my
classmates ask about it actually since my master visits your master
for dinners and I get to come along so they want to know about you
because some think you came from a different temple and others say
its cause you died. That’s…
I don’t know what to make of that really.”
The recently ten year old babbled
a bit
with a small frown while
staring
at Obi-Wan.

Fiddling
a bit with the juice box, Obi-Wan nodded slowly.
“…I died in a mining cave after slavers got their hands on me
when
I was sent away from the temple.
Its… I still don’t understand it but I was kind of tied to the
living somehow?” He let out a low noise of both confusion and
resignation before shrugging while
settling his hands and the juice box in his lap.
“Pretty much I’m
the same as I was except its
the same spirit in a cloned young body because as a ghost I didn’t
grow, didn’t mature.” He finished up with.

That
had Anakin scrunching up his nose. “…Is
that why you helped me and mom?” He blinked at Obi-Wan, catching
onto the slavery part very
obviously.

Pausing,
Obi-Wan weighed his answers before shrugging a bit. “I helped you
because Master Qui-Gon can sometimes be an idiot and he’s the
adult. Adults are responsible for us, they take the decisions but we
have to live with them. We’re the ones that end up just as scarred
and traumatized and sad… so we have to trust them to take the right
choices.” He finished.

Unvoiced
was the ‘and I don’t trust most adults anymore to do that.’ in
Obi-Wan’s voice as he stared at Anakin.

It
occurred to Obi-Wan that Mace and Qui-Gon could most certainly hear
them too, considering the painful silence from the kitchen but it
didn’t exactly bother him as he could feel Mace gently reach out
and brush against Obi-Wan’s Force aura in a soothing motion.

If
there was one adult Obi-Wan did actually trust, it was his own master
as Mace tried
as long as he had the right information to act on. That was after all
why the padawan had informed his master about Anakin’s former
status and at the time, his mothers current one.

‘And
well I do also trust Depa,’ He mused to himself while taking a sip
of juice. ‘Master Plo isn’t so bad either and Che is decent for a
healer… and I guess I can give those who were young when I was
still alive the benefit of doubt for now…’ Obi-Wan continued
pondering as he drank.

Suddenly
Anakin pointed his finger at Obi-Wan, eyes wide as
the redhead blinked at him.
“You don’t trust Master Yoda.” He gasped.

Blinking,
still sipping at his juice, Obi-Wan cocked his head before
letting go of the straw.
“…Well no. He’s kind of the reason I got sent to Bandomeer, I
remember that much. Forgiving and forgetting the past are two
different things and people have to earn my trust. Master Mace earned
my trust, so did Master Depa.” He shrugged as if all of that should
be obvious but to be fair, Anakin didn’t have even half the facts.

Obi-Wan
did, he was quite aware that Yoda had sent him to Bandomeer in an
attempt to be Qui-Gon’s padawan.

And
thanks to the irresponsibility of adults he was suppose to trust his
life to and the unscrupulousness of others, Obi-Wan had become a
slave and died in pain though luckily those memories were rather
faint to Obi-Wan now.

Maybe
a Force blessing to try and shield him from the trauma of it.

“…Oh.”
Anakin blinked and finished off his juice quietly.

He
looked up however when Obi-Wan brushed his hand against Anakin’s,
the older boy smiling a bit at him. “Hey… I know things are still
kind of weird and maybe a bit scary but… if you need anything, you
got me to come to. I’ll try to help you out.” Obi-Wan tilted his
head, eyes glittering with warmth.

A
soft noise came from Anakin’s throat before he grinned. “Well, I
guess you need someone around to stop you from walking into walls so
I guess I can go to you and you can come to me.” He chirped.

Obi-Wan
pouted. “That happened one time!”

“Eight.”
Came Mace deep rumble from the kitchen, prompting Obi-Wan to whine
and their guests to chuckle and giggle respectively.

The
future was bright and open.

To
all of them.

(You’re right, this is the end for be Not Guilty. However, a sequel can be prompted! If needed that is)

BenotGulty, why do I get the feeling its coming to an end? It feels like its coming to an end for some reason.

Ruffling
the copper colored hair while pressing the juice box into Obi-Wan’s
hands, Mace smirked down at the kids when Anakin lifted his own box
to signal he still had juice from when he arrived and
Obi-Wan had gotten them both one each.
“Next time, you’re getting your own juice box kid.” The council
master snarked before returning to the kitchen with Anakin watching
him with his wide eyes

Biting
his bottom lip with wide eyes, Anakin focused back on Obi-Wan who
grinned back as
he relaxed into the squishy couch.
“He really is wrapped up around your fingers just like the council
masters say. You
just had to mention you were thirsty and that you were empty for
juice.”
He beamed in awe, having
heard the gossip when he was with Qui-Gon earlier that day getting
tunics from the quartermasters and honestly, the blond had been dying
to ask about it all day.

Being
in the temple was nothing like what he expected and even two weeks
after being really accepted after the Naboo business he still wasn’t
used to everything, trying to adjust to being a padawan.

And
having Obi-Wan.

Shrugging,
sipping the cold juice with a small smile, Obi-Wan hummed. “A
little bit, he cares a lot about me and just wants me to be safe…
I’m still adjusting to being alive pretty much and he worries about
that.” Obi-Wan confessed softly.

That
had Anakin wiggling a bit, eyes wide. “So you really did die? I
mean I heard it a few times since I came to the temple, a lot of my
classmates ask about it actually since my master visits your master
for dinners and I get to come along so they want to know about you
because some think you came from a different temple and others say
its cause you died. That’s…
I don’t know what to make of that really.”
The recently ten year old babbled
a bit
with a small frown while
staring
at Obi-Wan.

Fiddling
a bit with the juice box, Obi-Wan nodded slowly.
“…I died in a mining cave after slavers got their hands on me
when
I was sent away from the temple.
Its… I still don’t understand it but I was kind of tied to the
living somehow?” He let out a low noise of both confusion and
resignation before shrugging while
settling his hands and the juice box in his lap.
“Pretty much I’m
the same as I was except its
the same spirit in a cloned young body because as a ghost I didn’t
grow, didn’t mature.” He finished up with.

That
had Anakin scrunching up his nose. “…Is
that why you helped me and mom?” He blinked at Obi-Wan, catching
onto the slavery part very
obviously.

Pausing,
Obi-Wan weighed his answers before shrugging a bit. “I helped you
because Master Qui-Gon can sometimes be an idiot and he’s the
adult. Adults are responsible for us, they take the decisions but we
have to live with them. We’re the ones that end up just as scarred
and traumatized and sad… so we have to trust them to take the right
choices.” He finished.

Unvoiced
was the ‘and I don’t trust most adults anymore to do that.’ in
Obi-Wan’s voice as he stared at Anakin.

It
occurred to Obi-Wan that Mace and Qui-Gon could most certainly hear
them too, considering the painful silence from the kitchen but it
didn’t exactly bother him as he could feel Mace gently reach out
and brush against Obi-Wan’s Force aura in a soothing motion.

If
there was one adult Obi-Wan did actually trust, it was his own master
as Mace tried
as long as he had the right information to act on. That was after all
why the padawan had informed his master about Anakin’s former
status and at the time, his mothers current one.

‘And
well I do also trust Depa,’ He mused to himself while taking a sip
of juice. ‘Master Plo isn’t so bad either and Che is decent for a
healer… and I guess I can give those who were young when I was
still alive the benefit of doubt for now…’ Obi-Wan continued
pondering as he drank.

Suddenly
Anakin pointed his finger at Obi-Wan, eyes wide as
the redhead blinked at him.
“You don’t trust Master Yoda.” He gasped.

Blinking,
still sipping at his juice, Obi-Wan cocked his head before
letting go of the straw.
“…Well no. He’s kind of the reason I got sent to Bandomeer, I
remember that much. Forgiving and forgetting the past are two
different things and people have to earn my trust. Master Mace earned
my trust, so did Master Depa.” He shrugged as if all of that should
be obvious but to be fair, Anakin didn’t have even half the facts.

Obi-Wan
did, he was quite aware that Yoda had sent him to Bandomeer in an
attempt to be Qui-Gon’s padawan.

And
thanks to the irresponsibility of adults he was suppose to trust his
life to and the unscrupulousness of others, Obi-Wan had become a
slave and died in pain though luckily those memories were rather
faint to Obi-Wan now.

Maybe
a Force blessing to try and shield him from the trauma of it.

“…Oh.”
Anakin blinked and finished off his juice quietly.

He
looked up however when Obi-Wan brushed his hand against Anakin’s,
the older boy smiling a bit at him. “Hey… I know things are still
kind of weird and maybe a bit scary but… if you need anything, you
got me to come to. I’ll try to help you out.” Obi-Wan tilted his
head, eyes glittering with warmth.

A
soft noise came from Anakin’s throat before he grinned. “Well, I
guess you need someone around to stop you from walking into walls so
I guess I can go to you and you can come to me.” He chirped.

Obi-Wan
pouted. “That happened one time!”

“Eight.”
Came Mace deep rumble from the kitchen, prompting Obi-Wan to whine
and their guests to chuckle and giggle respectively.

The
future was bright and open.

To
all of them.

(You’re right, this is the end for be Not Guilty. However, a sequel can be prompted! If needed that is)

#immortalplans- Obi asks to spend more time with his big brother Anakin. Anakin and his other brother realize that Obi is more grounded in the cosmic force.

Peeling
slowly, Anakin glanced down beside him quickly before continuing to
peel the apple with his little fruit viroblade. It had been a gift
from Xanatos many years ago but thanks to care and the occasional
sharpening, was still as good as the first year he got it.

It
was just a little blade really, no longer than Anakin’s index
finger and sharp on one side of the blade with the ability fold into
a little black shaft with silver stars engraved into it and a A.S.

‘He’s
been smiling rather happily for the last five minutes… what is he
sensing in his meditation?’ Anakin wondered as he continued peeling
and cutting.

He
hadn’t been exactly shocked when Qui-Gon had commed him, telling
him that Obi-Wan wanted to spend time with him though to be frank,
Anakin had not expected the energetic child to want to meditate of
all things.

“I
figured you two would be playing tag or going through shii-cho, not
sitting around in a dojo.” A cheerful voice announced and Anakin
looked up to give Feemor a grin as the dirt coated man wandered in
with a much cleaner and smug looking Xanatos following behind.

“Obi-Wan
is just now recovering from his stomach bug,” Anakin grinned, still
working on the apple though most of the peel was already gone. “And
he picked meditation. A better question would be what you two have
been up to?” He asked teasingly since he could guess what they had
been doing.

Xanatos
opened his mouth to answer only for Obi-Wan to beat him to the
answer. “Feemor talked Xanatos into helping the gardens, Xanatos
got pouty and they ended up having a mud war only for Xanatos to
cheat and rebound the mud balls at Feemor until the gardeners chased
them away… they’re not mad though, they find it hilarious.”
Obi-Wan chirped out, not opening his eyes.

The
three older Jedi exchanged looks, the oldest two looking surprised
but confirming with a nod when Anakin’s face turned inquisitive.

“Also,
that’s a pretty swan you’re making Anakin, is it for me?”
Obi-Wan tacked on with a childish smile without opening his eyes.

Pausing,
looking at the half formed apple swan he was indeed making for
Obi-Wan, Anakin felt his lips draw into a small smile. “…Well,
looks like Obi-Wan’s very focused in the unifying Force… or maybe
the Cosmic Force?” He mused and glanced up at
the other two questionably.

Feemor
dropped down on his knees in front of Obi-Wan, eyes searching as he
observed the boy. “…The former I think, the latter is the Force
feeding into everything, energy in every being, in all life,
connecting us all… not visions or precognition as I suspect this
is. Though I imagine you also have had visions huh Obi-Wan?” He
mused thoughtfully, watchful.

Anakin
got that.

Jedi
who had abilities in the Unifying Force were exposed, exposed to the
things they saw, the things they felt and struggled at times to
connect with the waking world around them. There were stories of Jedi
who had gone insane or succumb
to the dark side thanks to their ability if
they lost themselves to the visions.

And
their little lineage brother was showing quite the grasp of it if he
could tell what Feemor and Xanatos had been up to.

‘And…’
A worried part of Anakin’s mind whispered. ‘Qui-Gon isn’t so
good with visions. We’ll have to keep a good eye on this… and
warn the others. Even that dick of a grandmaster.’ Anakin pursed
his lips before smiling and tapping Obi-Wan’s hand, handing over
the apple swan to the delighted boy.

#immortalplans- Obi asks to spend more time with his big brother Anakin. Anakin and his other brother realize that Obi is more grounded in the cosmic force.

Peeling
slowly, Anakin glanced down beside him quickly before continuing to
peel the apple with his little fruit viroblade. It had been a gift
from Xanatos many years ago but thanks to care and the occasional
sharpening, was still as good as the first year he got it.

It
was just a little blade really, no longer than Anakin’s index
finger and sharp on one side of the blade with the ability fold into
a little black shaft with silver stars engraved into it and a A.S.

‘He’s
been smiling rather happily for the last five minutes… what is he
sensing in his meditation?’ Anakin wondered as he continued peeling
and cutting.

He
hadn’t been exactly shocked when Qui-Gon had commed him, telling
him that Obi-Wan wanted to spend time with him though to be frank,
Anakin had not expected the energetic child to want to meditate of
all things.

“I
figured you two would be playing tag or going through shii-cho, not
sitting around in a dojo.” A cheerful voice announced and Anakin
looked up to give Feemor a grin as the dirt coated man wandered in
with a much cleaner and smug looking Xanatos following behind.

“Obi-Wan
is just now recovering from his stomach bug,” Anakin grinned, still
working on the apple though most of the peel was already gone. “And
he picked meditation. A better question would be what you two have
been up to?” He asked teasingly since he could guess what they had
been doing.

Xanatos
opened his mouth to answer only for Obi-Wan to beat him to the
answer. “Feemor talked Xanatos into helping the gardens, Xanatos
got pouty and they ended up having a mud war only for Xanatos to
cheat and rebound the mud balls at Feemor until the gardeners chased
them away… they’re not mad though, they find it hilarious.”
Obi-Wan chirped out, not opening his eyes.

The
three older Jedi exchanged looks, the oldest two looking surprised
but confirming with a nod when Anakin’s face turned inquisitive.

“Also,
that’s a pretty swan you’re making Anakin, is it for me?”
Obi-Wan tacked on with a childish smile without opening his eyes.

Pausing,
looking at the half formed apple swan he was indeed making for
Obi-Wan, Anakin felt his lips draw into a small smile. “…Well,
looks like Obi-Wan’s very focused in the unifying Force… or maybe
the Cosmic Force?” He mused and glanced up at
the other two questionably.

Feemor
dropped down on his knees in front of Obi-Wan, eyes searching as he
observed the boy. “…The former I think, the latter is the Force
feeding into everything, energy in every being, in all life,
connecting us all… not visions or precognition as I suspect this
is. Though I imagine you also have had visions huh Obi-Wan?” He
mused thoughtfully, watchful.

Anakin
got that.

Jedi
who had abilities in the Unifying Force were exposed, exposed to the
things they saw, the things they felt and struggled at times to
connect with the waking world around them. There were stories of Jedi
who had gone insane or succumb
to the dark side thanks to their ability if
they lost themselves to the visions.

And
their little lineage brother was showing quite the grasp of it if he
could tell what Feemor and Xanatos had been up to.

‘And…’
A worried part of Anakin’s mind whispered. ‘Qui-Gon isn’t so
good with visions. We’ll have to keep a good eye on this… and
warn the others. Even that dick of a grandmaster.’ Anakin pursed
his lips before smiling and tapping Obi-Wan’s hand, handing over
the apple swan to the delighted boy.

#familyornot- Obi’s tears free Ani’s tongue.

It
felt like hours later but was only half at most when Obi-Wan went
still finally against his neck, his tears still on Anakin’s skin as
he pressed a kiss to the others temple.

“…Sometimes,”
Anakin started carefully, hands resting on Obi-Wan’s back through
the worn blue blanket. “Sometimes all I can think about is how much
I’ll disappoint you.” He confessed quietly, feeling the other
tense in his grasp.

Hands
tightened in his tunic. “Anakin…” Obi-Wan rasped against his
neck.

Tightening
his grasp a bit, Anakin plowed on. “And Chancellor Palpatine makes
things sound… less sever I guess, its easier to tell him because
he’s never disapproved of the things I’ve done and somehow he
always just… seems to know?” Anakin breathed out heavily.

He
bit his lips harshly when Obi-Wan pulled back, looking at him with
red rimmed eyes.

Regardless
of the Force meld they were having, he couldn’t quite decipher
Obi-Wan at that moment but he could feel the overwhelming love
Obi-Wan had for Anakin. Strong and pure. “I’m scared you won’t
understand…” He tacked on in a quiet whisper.

Obi-Wan
stared at him before smiling weakly. “You stupid boy,” A zing of
hurt went through Anakin. “I know you,”
Obi-Wan laughed softly, his voice gravelly from crying as he loosened
one hand from Anakin’s tunic to reach up, gently pushing curls out
of the blond’s face. “How could I not know my best friend and
brother? You who went through losing your mother and fought with
darkness you struggled to overcome? And Anakin did you really think
you and Padme were discreet?” He added tenderly with a gentle
smile.

Eyes
widening in shock, Anakin stared at him with his mouth open,
provoking more laughter and tears from Obi-Wan.

“You
silly boy,” Obi-Wan pulled Anakin down by the back of his head and
pressed a kiss to his forehead. “I know you Anakin Skywalker, my
best friend and brother of my soul, I know life is hard but that
truth remains regardless of anything else in this galaxy.” He
continued laughing shakily.

Blinking
heavily, Anakin let out a gasping breath and reached out, desperately
wrapping Obi-Wan in his arms as the tears that wouldn’t come before
poured from his eyes, relief surging in his stomach as
he pushed his face into Obi-Wan’s collarbone where he could smell
the musk of Obi-Wan’s deodorant and soft detergent.

“Y-You
know?” He hiccuped. “You know about Tatooine?” Anakin tightened
his grasp, frightened
that Obi-Wan would become smoke in his arms.

“I
could feel your pain a galaxy away dear one,” Obi-Wan confessed.
“And no I’m not happy about it but I know
you can be a better person than that. And Padme? How can anyone say
no to the lady Senator. I knew you loved her from you were a boy you
silly man.” Obi-Wan continued laughing quietly.

Tightening
his grasp in Obi-Wan’s tunic, Anakin
laughed with him, stunned to the core. “Obi-Wan…” He trailed
off, uncertain what to say.

“Whatever
else is true Anakin,” Obi-Wan whispered more quietly, the tone
catching Anakin’s attention like nothing else had because it felt
like a secret, something between the two of them. “Whatever else is
true Anakin, know that I love
you, my brother.”
Obi-Wan’s voice trembled but was full of certainty.

Wide
eyes stared at tan tunics before Anakin gave a cry. “Obi-Wan!”

Overwhelmed,
it was Anakin’s turn to cry into Obi-Wan’s tunic. Just as he had
done as the man’s very young padawan.

And
just as when Obi-Wan had been the very young master, he held on,
rocking lightly and whispering soothing nonsense.

#familyornot- Obi’s tears free Ani’s tongue.

It
felt like hours later but was only half at most when Obi-Wan went
still finally against his neck, his tears still on Anakin’s skin as
he pressed a kiss to the others temple.

“…Sometimes,”
Anakin started carefully, hands resting on Obi-Wan’s back through
the worn blue blanket. “Sometimes all I can think about is how much
I’ll disappoint you.” He confessed quietly, feeling the other
tense in his grasp.

Hands
tightened in his tunic. “Anakin…” Obi-Wan rasped against his
neck.

Tightening
his grasp a bit, Anakin plowed on. “And Chancellor Palpatine makes
things sound… less sever I guess, its easier to tell him because
he’s never disapproved of the things I’ve done and somehow he
always just… seems to know?” Anakin breathed out heavily.

He
bit his lips harshly when Obi-Wan pulled back, looking at him with
red rimmed eyes.

Regardless
of the Force meld they were having, he couldn’t quite decipher
Obi-Wan at that moment but he could feel the overwhelming love
Obi-Wan had for Anakin. Strong and pure. “I’m scared you won’t
understand…” He tacked on in a quiet whisper.

Obi-Wan
stared at him before smiling weakly. “You stupid boy,” A zing of
hurt went through Anakin. “I know you,”
Obi-Wan laughed softly, his voice gravelly from crying as he loosened
one hand from Anakin’s tunic to reach up, gently pushing curls out
of the blond’s face. “How could I not know my best friend and
brother? You who went through losing your mother and fought with
darkness you struggled to overcome? And Anakin did you really think
you and Padme were discreet?” He added tenderly with a gentle
smile.

Eyes
widening in shock, Anakin stared at him with his mouth open,
provoking more laughter and tears from Obi-Wan.

“You
silly boy,” Obi-Wan pulled Anakin down by the back of his head and
pressed a kiss to his forehead. “I know you Anakin Skywalker, my
best friend and brother of my soul, I know life is hard but that
truth remains regardless of anything else in this galaxy.” He
continued laughing shakily.

Blinking
heavily, Anakin let out a gasping breath and reached out, desperately
wrapping Obi-Wan in his arms as the tears that wouldn’t come before
poured from his eyes, relief surging in his stomach as
he pushed his face into Obi-Wan’s collarbone where he could smell
the musk of Obi-Wan’s deodorant and soft detergent.

“Y-You
know?” He hiccuped. “You know about Tatooine?” Anakin tightened
his grasp, frightened
that Obi-Wan would become smoke in his arms.

“I
could feel your pain a galaxy away dear one,” Obi-Wan confessed.
“And no I’m not happy about it but I know
you can be a better person than that. And Padme? How can anyone say
no to the lady Senator. I knew you loved her from you were a boy you
silly man.” Obi-Wan continued laughing quietly.

Tightening
his grasp in Obi-Wan’s tunic, Anakin
laughed with him, stunned to the core. “Obi-Wan…” He trailed
off, uncertain what to say.

“Whatever
else is true Anakin,” Obi-Wan whispered more quietly, the tone
catching Anakin’s attention like nothing else had because it felt
like a secret, something between the two of them. “Whatever else is
true Anakin, know that I love
you, my brother.”
Obi-Wan’s voice trembled but was full of certainty.

Wide
eyes stared at tan tunics before Anakin gave a cry. “Obi-Wan!”

Overwhelmed,
it was Anakin’s turn to cry into Obi-Wan’s tunic. Just as he had
done as the man’s very young padawan.

And
just as when Obi-Wan had been the very young master, he held on,
rocking lightly and whispering soothing nonsense.

Next part to sensationlost? Does ObiWan let QuiGon help?

It felt like
forever until Obi-Wan’s shields fell away like drapes of silk for
Qui-Gon’s questing mental fingers so the older man could re-mend
the bond they had once had with a few alteration. Not a padawan bond
anymore but a bonded knight bond instead.

It made Qui-Gon
perfectly aware of just how numb Obi-Wan was and he reached out with
a low noise to pull the younger man firmly into his arms, feeling as
if he had touched a live wire with the numb sensation he was getting
a feed on through the bond.

Obi-Wan trembled in
his grasp and pressed his face into the others chest, letting out a
sharp gasping noise.

Remending the bond
was almost too easy despite the distance they had and Qui-Gon settled
his face in the others hair with a small breath.

He knew he had
missed the other.

He hadn’t been
aware of how much until he had the bond to the other man back.
“…There you are.” He whispered quietly.

“Here I am.”
Obi-Wan responded thickly, nuzzling a bit into the others collarbone.

“You’re going
to stay here.” Qui-Gon tried to make his voice stern but only came
away a bit raw as Obi-Wan let out a breathy little laugh against his
chest.

“And how exactly
am I going to do that? Only two bedrooms.” He pointed out.

“I… Kark.”
Qui-Gon grunted at that then sighed. “Will you at least move closer
to my quarters? I don’t think separation is good for new bonds.”
He rubbed Obi-Wan’s spine slowly, feeling how the other relaxed
into him, both familiar from long years of being together.

“…Help me
move?” Obi-Wan questioned quietly.

Chuckling faintly
at that, Qui-Gon nodded and pulled back to look down at the other,
stroking the back of his knuckles tenderly over a scruffy cheek with
a small smile. “Always. I’ll even recruit Anakin to help.”

That gained him a
small, pleased smile.

It was a pretty
smile Qui-Gon realized with a start and he firmly wrapped that
thought down to analyze later when Obi-Wan and he himself wasn’t
overcome with their emotions.

Instead he
carefully shifted Obi-Wan’s left hand in his grasp, squeezing
lightly on it. “Can… how long will it take for your arm to…”
He wasn’t quite sure how to phrase it. Was it to heal or return or
what?

“I don’t
rightly know actually. There wasn’t much on the effects of a lack
of bond.” Obi-Wan turned his eyes on the arm. “But… well I
guess we’ll find out.” He peered back up at Qui-Gon and smiled
slightly.

Nodding, Qui-Gon
pressed a soft kiss to Obi-Wan’s forehead and chuckled quietly at
the blush of the others face. “Yes, we will.”

For a moment they
just stood there, basking in the bond and connection that the two had
remade before Qui-Gon, reluctantly, pulled back. “So, lets have
that tea before we go bother the quartermaster for new quarters for
you hmm?”

Breaking into
laugh, Obi-Wan nodded and followed the other into the kitchen. “Is
there any chance yo-”

“To left shelf in
the third cupboard as usual Obi-Wan.” Qui-Gon already knew what his
question would be, lips twitching in amusement as Obi-Wan instantly
brightened up and scuttled over to the cupboard in question to get
the pack of his favorite cookies out to have with the tea.

Obi-Wan’s sweet
tooth was as predictable as always.

It was nice when
some things were still the same.

Next part to sensationlost? Does ObiWan let QuiGon help?

It felt like
forever until Obi-Wan’s shields fell away like drapes of silk for
Qui-Gon’s questing mental fingers so the older man could re-mend
the bond they had once had with a few alteration. Not a padawan bond
anymore but a bonded knight bond instead.

It made Qui-Gon
perfectly aware of just how numb Obi-Wan was and he reached out with
a low noise to pull the younger man firmly into his arms, feeling as
if he had touched a live wire with the numb sensation he was getting
a feed on through the bond.

Obi-Wan trembled in
his grasp and pressed his face into the others chest, letting out a
sharp gasping noise.

Remending the bond
was almost too easy despite the distance they had and Qui-Gon settled
his face in the others hair with a small breath.

He knew he had
missed the other.

He hadn’t been
aware of how much until he had the bond to the other man back.
“…There you are.” He whispered quietly.

“Here I am.”
Obi-Wan responded thickly, nuzzling a bit into the others collarbone.

“You’re going
to stay here.” Qui-Gon tried to make his voice stern but only came
away a bit raw as Obi-Wan let out a breathy little laugh against his
chest.

“And how exactly
am I going to do that? Only two bedrooms.” He pointed out.

“I… Kark.”
Qui-Gon grunted at that then sighed. “Will you at least move closer
to my quarters? I don’t think separation is good for new bonds.”
He rubbed Obi-Wan’s spine slowly, feeling how the other relaxed
into him, both familiar from long years of being together.

“…Help me
move?” Obi-Wan questioned quietly.

Chuckling faintly
at that, Qui-Gon nodded and pulled back to look down at the other,
stroking the back of his knuckles tenderly over a scruffy cheek with
a small smile. “Always. I’ll even recruit Anakin to help.”

That gained him a
small, pleased smile.

It was a pretty
smile Qui-Gon realized with a start and he firmly wrapped that
thought down to analyze later when Obi-Wan and he himself wasn’t
overcome with their emotions.

Instead he
carefully shifted Obi-Wan’s left hand in his grasp, squeezing
lightly on it. “Can… how long will it take for your arm to…”
He wasn’t quite sure how to phrase it. Was it to heal or return or
what?

“I don’t
rightly know actually. There wasn’t much on the effects of a lack
of bond.” Obi-Wan turned his eyes on the arm. “But… well I
guess we’ll find out.” He peered back up at Qui-Gon and smiled
slightly.

Nodding, Qui-Gon
pressed a soft kiss to Obi-Wan’s forehead and chuckled quietly at
the blush of the others face. “Yes, we will.”

For a moment they
just stood there, basking in the bond and connection that the two had
remade before Qui-Gon, reluctantly, pulled back. “So, lets have
that tea before we go bother the quartermaster for new quarters for
you hmm?”

Breaking into
laugh, Obi-Wan nodded and followed the other into the kitchen. “Is
there any chance yo-”

“To left shelf in
the third cupboard as usual Obi-Wan.” Qui-Gon already knew what his
question would be, lips twitching in amusement as Obi-Wan instantly
brightened up and scuttled over to the cupboard in question to get
the pack of his favorite cookies out to have with the tea.

Obi-Wan’s sweet
tooth was as predictable as always.

It was nice when
some things were still the same.