Do… do you need one of us to send you black tea??

XD no, no don’t worry about it.

To explain the issue better, I live rural. LIke, there’s farms around here and I got only one store that I can walk to and the stock they got with tea isn’t… well its not big.

And the other grocery stores I got access to by car, well their tea section isn’t big either…actually, when I think about it, they focus more on the juice and saft but details.

That said, my sister lives closer to an actual city, where they got a mall. Said mall got proper stock. Its just with covid, trips to my sister is a bit tricker you see but dad and me are plotting a trip to see sis and the family, so I will get black tea then.

I just gotta wait… be a patient rural baby

hey moddy i was just wondering what stories are currently still going? sorry and thank you

Technically? all of them unless they got oneshot, twoshot on them, finished or indicate that they are done. Or is Sith and Jedi, that one is dead in the water thanks to all the bs that happened.

Its just sometimes I take longer to write certain stories even with prompt. Especially if the prompt doesn’t catch my imagination or feels iffy. But yeah, all of it unless the tags contains a finished or the oneshot/twoshot thing

Btw: Best thing to do for the later stuff is to check the tags. If its done, it generally has a ‘Finished’ or ‘Finished!’ tag. The early stuff doesn’t, cause I didn’t think of it back then and I’m too lazy to return to it

mersong. i need more of obi-wan and anakin moddy, pretty please ?

Obi-Wan’s heat had arrived.

They had all known it was coming and Anakin had been sleeping tightly bundled into Obi-Wan, their tail lightly curled into each other for days to be able to both smell and see the change when it came.

The day it came, Anakin had growled warningly to the rest of the pod, the few that were awake as Obi-Wan’s bioluminescent flashed softly of the walls of the cave. J

ango had just snorted at them and gestured to the opening. “Get out of here and take care of each other. We really don’t need you going all feral Anakin.” He stated wryly as Obi-Wan sat up with a sleepy noise, likely reacting to Anakin’s growl.

Shaking himself to get out of his instincts, Anakin grabbed Obi-Wan’s seaweed bag and pulled the sleepy omega with him to the cave they had prepped, crooning softly at the sleepy, pre-heat confused noises Obi-Wan was making.

Not that Obi-Wan’s morning confusion was unusual.

Obi-Wan wasn’t really a morning person and Anakin found it adorable how grouchy Obi-Wan was until he ate something in the morning and woke up some.

They didn’t have time for that right now.

Despite how adorably grouchy Obi-Wan was being as he made low, grumpy noises as Anakin pulled him over the sands to the cave, pushing the other in first. “Here, eat a bit of crab.” He stated coaxingly, pushing one of the crabs caught last night into his hands from the seaweed bag of crabs.

He had removed the claws of it, leaving the crab alive for now but unable to escape or hurt Obi-Wan and the other mer perked up up at the food in his hand.

He instantly went to work cracking the smaller legs to suck on them first and then cracking open the body.

It made Anakin smile as he quickly swam out, reluctant but knowing they needed fish for a few days. He and Obi-Wan had gathered some food already, live clams and other shells, crabs, lots of kelp, even seal meat, Obi-Wan having been delighted over the kill as they shared half the meat between the cave and the rest of the pod.

But Anakin wanted more, a few fish to go with it, cod and salmon but he hadn’t dared to hunt them. Due to their size, they would start rotting quicker and while the meat could handle a few days, wrapped up as it was in sections, the fish would start rotting after just a few days.

Therefore Anakin hadn’t dared to hunt any fish just yet, uncertain which day Obi-Wan’s heat would hit, the last thing he wanted was spoiled food that smelled in the cave when they were bonding for the first time.

He had a few more hours before he would need to pull the rock to cover the opening and he knew that the others would respect staying away from the cave.

Hell, he noticed Rex stationed a good few throws away, the other blond waving lightly when he saw Anakin leaving the cave but staying put. Jango must have put him up to it, just in case and Anakin felt his anxieties at leaving Obi-Wan behind in the cave.

Being away from the cave for the first mating when both Anakin and Obi-Wan were unclaimed was reasonable but there were rogue mers around, as Obi-Wan himself proved by swimming through their area.

The last thing he wanted was for someone to come over Obi-Wan in his current state, especially if Obi-Wan tipped into his heat quicker than they expected.

Obi-Wan had seemed sure it would take him at least half a day from his pre-heat to a full heat but Jango had warned them both not to take that for certain as Obi-Wan’s body was now in warmer waters from before.

That could change his reaction to make his pre-heat longer or shorter for all they knew.

‘He knows how to protect himself, I just need to be quick, gather in the fish and return to him before his heat hits,’ Anakin reminded himself sternly, glancing back once before darting off into the kelp forest to hunt. ‘Just be quick.’

Is Din going stop taking suppressant in need for touch? I mean, I can’t imagine its healthy for him and it wouldn’t make it easy to create a family dynamic as far as I understand the abo stuff

Sometimes, just sometimes if he was very, very honest with both himself and the kid, Din would think about trying to find other mandalorians.

From his covert.

Finding out if they had joined another covert or maybe made a new one if enough of them had survived. The Armorer had confirmed that some of them had escaped and he knew the none-combatant, the few elderly and the foundlings they had at the very least escaped.

Though calling them noncombatant wasn’t quite right.

After all, no mandalorian, with or without a weapon, could be called harmless.

There were just some that weren’t front line fighters and would be ushered to safety before others.

There was no shame in it.

Warriors past their prime that had lived a long life of fighting and children yet to become soldiers or swear their resol’nare.

Yet still able to to defend themselves.

And Din, despite all the days he had flown off of and out into the galaxy, wanted to find them, settle his own foundling into the care of the pack, maybe eat a proper meal that he didn’t have to buy…

Oh, Din was a horrible cook, he was more than willing to admit that and therefore set aside credits to buy food the kid could eat out with, proper food with proper nourishment, like the bone broth.

It had a lot of minerals and vitamins, something Din figured the kid needed considering he ate a whole frog.

Rehydrated rations were a maker-sent blessing, since Din’s diet could be… solitary.

Considering he somehow managed to set fire to the Razor Crest little kitchen last time he tried to make something proper, it was better that way.

His cupboards prior to the child was mostly full of rehydrated bread pouches, cups of noodles and ration bars. Oh and a dish of salted blue butter, if you used warm water, you got warm bread and Din enjoyed the melted salty butter taste it got when it was warm.

But all of that made him think of the covert, made him think of the kitchen in the covert, about the mix of betas, alphas and omegas that made meals everyday for the entire covert to come and eat if they wanted.

Never a morsel wasted, leftovers always used and always enjoyed, food eaten later if they didn’t show up during the actual dinner time.

And if he in particular thought of Paz Vizla, settled in front of one of the stoves with a large pot of tiingilar, the alpha laughing as he added beer and spices to the dish along with soft bread to dip into the sauce and get every little bit of delicious spot of sauce.

It was good food.

Full of warmth and filling and Din always made sure to grab a full bowl of it once he was sure Paz was out of view due to how conflict filled their relationship was, not wanting to bloat the alpha’s head.

That thought lead him to a dark alcove, armors off with thick arms wrapped around Din, a low alpha rumbling in his ear as Din let himself rest.

So far, Din had meet several alphas, hell, he had even started weaning himself off his suppressors and only wore the scent removers when his anxiety got the better of him.

Oh the look on Xi’an and Ranzar’s faces had been precious, Din had laughed himself to tear about it for days after.

But none of those alphas measured up to Paz.

And maybe, in those secret little wishes, his fantasy hoped that Paz was alright, that the alpha was… waiting on him.

“I think I got my head screwed on wrong,” He sighed, looking at the kid as he paused in eating a cookie. “…Where in the world did you get that?” The kid of course just cooed at him before giggling.

Bemused, Din watched him before shaking his head slowly.

Well, this was the same kid that ate a live frog, so at this point he was sure that an old cookie wouldn’t harm him, because Din seriously could not remember buying in any cookies in a long while.

Or maybe the kid stole it in their last planet hop.

Sounded like him, little mischievous womp rat.

The thought was fond however and Din released his belt to stand, moving over to pick the kid up and settle him on his hip. “So, lets go see about this Jedi that Kryze talked about, huh?” He bounced him a bit, lips twitching into a smile when the kid instantly cooed and giggled.

The dip in the ocean hadn’t been too good for Din but at least he wasn’t feeling as under the weather and having the kid like this… well it helped.

Having weaned himself off his suppressors, his instincts were helping out too and he lifted him up to his neck, feeling an ear brush his neck before there was a noise and the kid made happy little cooing noises.

This close, the kid could smell Din like no one else had, the lack of suppressors, no scent wipers and the closeness to the slight opening in his kute not keeping the smell as wrapped up as Din used to.

Rubbing the kids back, Din wondered…

Would Paz like his scent?

He had been virtually scentless or upset when they were together last, no clear read on him due to that. But Paz had tried to scent him as best he could with his wrists pressing gently to the few exposed areas Din had, leaving his own scent on Din even if Din had no scent.

But now he was without chemical altering in his systems, he’d soon be fully done weaning himself and with the little gaps in his kute…

That was if Paz was even alive, Din hadn’t seen his helmet in the pile but…

He tightened his grip on the kid.

No, he had no other choice but to think that Paz was alright, he was a Vizla.

And a big shabuir like him would fight to survive and to protect.

The kid tapped his clawed hand on Din’s pauldron, cooing more worriedly now and Din let out a shuddering breath. “Its alright pup, I’m just… thinking. Just thinking.” Din whispered, smiling sadly when he felt the little one stroke gently between the nooks of his pauldron and cuirass.

For a moment, he was tempted to pull off his helmet, to press a kiss to the little one’s head.

He settled for a gentle ear stroke, humming quietly as the kid settled and went back to eating what was left of the cookie, the two cuddled up into each other for just a few precious moments.

Neither thought about the fact that maybe in a few days, Din might have to give up on the child or the pain that would come with separation.

No, for just a few moments, the galaxy didn’t exist, only they and the Razor Crest did.

Oh, so I know you’re done with Kyber tears. But I agree with you, its one of my favorite works from you and I adore it and I would just love to see something from it. Maybe a little series of oneshots for the after, Cody and the others dealing with the recovery, Obi-Wan getting used to new legs maybe or just anything really. Because it was such an original concept and I just miss the story.

Obi-Wan is asleep, his head pillowed on one of his arms with the other resting along his chest and Cody knows that he should cover the Jedi up with the black blanket with white stars on it resting innocently on the back of the couch for the man but for the life of him, Cody can’t bring himself to move.

Can’t stop staring at where Obi-Wan’s thighs tapers off into stumps as he stands at the end of the couch where Obi-Wan’s head rests.

They’re covered by the sewed up leggings of course but he’s seen the damage beneath, the scar tissue, can imagine it now as easily as he can the back of his own hands.

And for the life of him, he can’t stop staring, occasionally flickering his eyes up to Obi-Wan’s face to take in that he’s still deeply asleep, the glow of his freckles dimmed with the others state of relaxation before Cody’s eyes are flickering down again.

It looks so wrong, the parts missing of Obi-Wan making Cody’s stomach clench up despite how much Obi-Wan has healed and adapted to his missing limbs.

It reminds Cody how much he failed his General, failed Obi-Wan.

Or that’s how it feels like to Cody.

That he failed Obi-Wan, that the other was taken while Cody wasn’t looking and paid a price so heavy that he’s been permanently altered.

Even should Obi-Wan decide to get prosthetic, he is still changed.

Changed because Cody hadn’t been there, hadn’t protected the other.

It was an illogical thought, Obi-Wan was more than capable at protecting himself and the idea that Cody could have done something against a trained Sith…

But thoughts didn’t have to be rational and emotions certainly weren’t.

And so Cody hurt as he watched his Jedi.

Obi-Wan let out a small mewl in his sleep, stretches slowly with his thighs pressing out, muscles quivering slowly and Cody feels something in his chest clench hard at the sight of those stumped thighs twitching slightly out into the air before flopping back down on the couch.

‘…He’s alive. He’s chipped and wobbly and rattles on the table like a cup but just like the cup I fixed with glue when Boil chipped it, he’s still here. He just needs a little help, a little glue. Undeniably still alive.’ Cody reminded himself sternly even as his own guilt tried to eat him up.

Slowly, carefully, to avoid waking Obi-Wan, Cody made his way between the couch and the caff table, carefully kneeling down facing the man. Then he equally carefully grasped the hand Obi-Wan wasn’t laying on, just holding it.

The hand was warm in his, Obi-Wan’s sleeping body doing better to heat him than when he was awake, the amputation of his legs disrupting his system according to Helix and Cody felt something slowly ease in his chest at the feeling.

It made it easier to look away from the stumps, to reach for the blanket over the back and tenderly tuck it around Obi-Wan one handed, still holding onto his General hand with his other.

Still alive.

I am SO in love with sightlessbird! I had no idea how much I needed Obi-Wan to have a bunch of ori’vode, (especially Fox!!!) so all the binding is making me so happy! How does the 501st handle their baby commander spending so much time with Fox and the Corascant Guard? Do they try to steal him back, or have competitions on who can be the best big bros?

Perking up when he felt several familiar signatures in the Diner, Obi-Wan latched onto Fox hand and tugged on it as the commander stepped out of the skycar after Obi-Wan. “Come on, come on, lets go inside.” He squeaked eagerly, flushing slightly when he heard several amused snorts.

But he couldn’t quite find it in himself to care as Fox simply chuckled and reached out to ruffle his tied hair with his other hand. “You got it verd’ika, you still know what you want in there?” He murmured as he guided Obi-Wan towards the door, easily guiding him around a few civilians with the rest of the guards shoring up the back.

Slipping in with a nod, Obi-Wan took a moment to orient himself before letting go of Fox hand to shoot forward to the third booth in the diner. “Rex!” He greeted cheerfully.

There was a squeal, the clatter of a cup, a loud THUMP of a lot of plastoid hitting something and a deep groan.

Obi-Wan blinked heavily as a stunned silence descended with someone choking on a bit of food from what he could tell.

“…Did you just try to jump out of the window Captain Rex?” Fox questioned in a flabbergasted voice right behind Obi-Wan.

“…Maybe,” Rex admitted, flopping down into his seat as someone cackled a bit to their left, Obi-Wan recognizing it as Fives with someone, most likely Echo, hissing at him. “Look, I wasn’t expecting this and the last time I saw the commander, I was trying to get him to stop carrying a bomb over his head to throw at droids,” Rex groaned before pausing. “…You don’t have a bomb right now, right commander?” He stated warily.

Flushing deeply, Obi-Wan squirmed before pouting, he wasn’t THAT bad was he?

Sure, he had a tendency to somehow come over grenades and bombs in the field they found out but…no that bad!

“No, I just came from blaster practice with the guards, Fox agreed to get bantha burgers.” His pout gave way to excitement, absently noting Anakin checking over him in their bond.

Don’t get him wrong, he loved the fare at the temple, a mix of everything from all over the galaxy to cater to the multitude of species and cultures different Jedi came from, but sometimes you couldn’t beat a greasy burger and a milkshake.

There was a slight laugh and a woosh of air, another hand suddenly ruffling his hair. “Well, then, that sounds like a much better idea… no bombs?” Rex tacked on again, even as he ruffled.

“No bombs.” Obi-Wan assured, wiggling a bit as Fox settled his hand on his shoulder.

“Come on Birdie, lets get you that food and find a place to sit. This booth is full.” He chuckled, gently pulling Obi-Wan to the counter.

Which made sense, it felt like outside of one or two souls, there were only troopers in the diner at that moment and troopers tended to pile up together when they could Obi-Wan knew.

A burst of joy came from the front and Obi-Wan steeled himself as there was a loud laugh from the back kitchen. “OBI-WAN! My favorite little Jedi!” Dex roared out with delight, Fox letting go just in time for the besalisk to come around and lift Obi-Wan into a hug, all four arms involved.

“Hey Dex.” Obi-Wan squirmed happily, grinning as he was sat down on an available stool, wiggling happily as he bought his legs up and tucked them under himself.

A shift on his other side told him that Fox was sitting down too. “The usual kiddo?” Dex questioned, his breath smelling of warm cinnamon and sugar, the besalisk must have been in his pastry again he figured as he nodded eagerly. “With a chocolate milkshake if you please.”

Another warm laugh, a hair ruffle and then Dex turned to Fox, his droids already getting the rest of the guards order.

The bustling of the diner, familiar people and the smell of food closed in around Obi-Wan and he wasn’t ashamed to say that he loved it at the diner.

The company, the smell, the sensations…

Yeah, this was a safe space for him.

So, pardon my ignorance but I’m genuinely curious how the shovel talk is racist? Is it just because Cody is of a different race than Obi-wan because I think it depends on the context of the talk itself in the Au/ fic. Because in a fic like say if Obi-wan had been abused by a romantic partner in the past I could see anakin telling Cody to be aware if he broke Obi-wan’s heart like the last guy did he’d come to regret it. I dunno Maybe I’m missing something? Like I understand the power dynamic between Cody and Obiwan is pretty messed up in canon because of their military positions, and Cody being a clone, but at worst that would be fraternization and possible extreme abuse of power of a subordinate, but not inherently racist. Like I dunno if you’d give the shovel talk to a white love interest but not one of another race isn’t it more racist to not give the guy a chat because his skin has more melanin? I apologize if this is an uncomfortable question, I’m not allowed an account or I’d ask on a DM, but I genuinely don’t understand how each shovel talk trope is racist if it’s love story is a mixed couple. That just doesn’t seem right to me. Again I’m sorry if this puts you in a bad position I just don’t want to be ignorant on the subject.

Look, I only skim read it when I was called out, cause shockingly, I got upset when someone made me the target for using the trope and sent their followers at me and its also now many months since, so some of my memories fail a bit outside of remembering the key notes.

As far as I got it, it was because Jango was a darker skinned man and therefore all the clones being darker skin and here were Anakin and Qui-Gon, who comes off as white to most it seems, giving him the shovel talk. Two Sith in said story I used it and maybe I had another with the shovel talk where Anakin talked about burying Cody in sand, cause that’s like the worst Anakin can think of.

And the person made it all about that.

Because you know, the clones deserved much better and as content creators, we were terrible people for using said trope and I imagine even pairing Cody with Obi-Wan.

I really don’t know, the person had points about how fandom treats actors of color but a fan story has nothing to do with them and I have a ton of stories, some where I fucking destroy Obi-Wan.

But you know, a white man (Anakin and Qui-Gon in the story) threatening the colored boyfriend of someone they care for is racist. Yup, nothing but racism. It had nothing to do with in the story how Anakin is an overprotective twerp and also a SITH in the story, so he’s an emotional twat that doesn’t have to hold back.

So yeah, I don’t know.

Person drew conclusions from the rest of fandom and real life and piled it on me and tried to call me out. I never responded to the post, because I didn’t want to be involved in drama but it certainly killed off my story.