Padawans Aayla and Anakin having lunch in the great hall. Behold, the first saturday art that I feel is more or less complete!
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Too early for talking, Anakin. Drink your caf. ☕️
I’ve got to save you.
You already have.
there’s no better feeling than getting fucked up by an author over and over as you make your way through their ao3 fic list
there is, and it’s being that author and seeing their list of increasingly distressed ao3 comment notifications in your inbox the next day
This.
*sweeps all of my AU ideas under the rug* why must I be called out this way?
This post ran me over with a truck and laughed
every word i write is fueled by spite so i don’t end up that way
I rewatched S1 of Mandalorian and… mh… memes now
Grogu: *hands you a leaf*
and though i can’t recall your face, i still got love for you / seven by taylor swift
Is Din going stop taking suppressant in need for touch? I mean, I can’t imagine its healthy for him and it wouldn’t make it easy to create a family dynamic as far as I understand the abo stuff
Sometimes, just sometimes if he was very, very honest with both himself and the kid, Din would think about trying to find other mandalorians.
From his covert.
Finding out if they had joined another covert or maybe made a new one if enough of them had survived. The Armorer had confirmed that some of them had escaped and he knew the none-combatant, the few elderly and the foundlings they had at the very least escaped.
Though calling them noncombatant wasn’t quite right.
After all, no mandalorian, with or without a weapon, could be called harmless.
There were just some that weren’t front line fighters and would be ushered to safety before others.
There was no shame in it.
Warriors past their prime that had lived a long life of fighting and children yet to become soldiers or swear their resol’nare.
Yet still able to to defend themselves.
And Din, despite all the days he had flown off of and out into the galaxy, wanted to find them, settle his own foundling into the care of the pack, maybe eat a proper meal that he didn’t have to buy…
Oh, Din was a horrible cook, he was more than willing to admit that and therefore set aside credits to buy food the kid could eat out with, proper food with proper nourishment, like the bone broth.
It had a lot of minerals and vitamins, something Din figured the kid needed considering he ate a whole frog.
Rehydrated rations were a maker-sent blessing, since Din’s diet could be… solitary.
Considering he somehow managed to set fire to the Razor Crest little kitchen last time he tried to make something proper, it was better that way.
His cupboards prior to the child was mostly full of rehydrated bread pouches, cups of noodles and ration bars. Oh and a dish of salted blue butter, if you used warm water, you got warm bread and Din enjoyed the melted salty butter taste it got when it was warm.
But all of that made him think of the covert, made him think of the kitchen in the covert, about the mix of betas, alphas and omegas that made meals everyday for the entire covert to come and eat if they wanted.
Never a morsel wasted, leftovers always used and always enjoyed, food eaten later if they didn’t show up during the actual dinner time.
And if he in particular thought of Paz Vizla, settled in front of one of the stoves with a large pot of tiingilar, the alpha laughing as he added beer and spices to the dish along with soft bread to dip into the sauce and get every little bit of delicious spot of sauce.
It was good food.
Full of warmth and filling and Din always made sure to grab a full bowl of it once he was sure Paz was out of view due to how conflict filled their relationship was, not wanting to bloat the alpha’s head.
That thought lead him to a dark alcove, armors off with thick arms wrapped around Din, a low alpha rumbling in his ear as Din let himself rest.
So far, Din had meet several alphas, hell, he had even started weaning himself off his suppressors and only wore the scent removers when his anxiety got the better of him.
Oh the look on Xi’an and Ranzar’s faces had been precious, Din had laughed himself to tear about it for days after.
But none of those alphas measured up to Paz.
And maybe, in those secret little wishes, his fantasy hoped that Paz was alright, that the alpha was… waiting on him.
“I think I got my head screwed on wrong,” He sighed, looking at the kid as he paused in eating a cookie. “…Where in the world did you get that?” The kid of course just cooed at him before giggling.
Bemused, Din watched him before shaking his head slowly.
Well, this was the same kid that ate a live frog, so at this point he was sure that an old cookie wouldn’t harm him, because Din seriously could not remember buying in any cookies in a long while.
Or maybe the kid stole it in their last planet hop.
Sounded like him, little mischievous womp rat.
The thought was fond however and Din released his belt to stand, moving over to pick the kid up and settle him on his hip. “So, lets go see about this Jedi that Kryze talked about, huh?” He bounced him a bit, lips twitching into a smile when the kid instantly cooed and giggled.
The dip in the ocean hadn’t been too good for Din but at least he wasn’t feeling as under the weather and having the kid like this… well it helped.
Having weaned himself off his suppressors, his instincts were helping out too and he lifted him up to his neck, feeling an ear brush his neck before there was a noise and the kid made happy little cooing noises.
This close, the kid could smell Din like no one else had, the lack of suppressors, no scent wipers and the closeness to the slight opening in his kute not keeping the smell as wrapped up as Din used to.
Rubbing the kids back, Din wondered…
Would Paz like his scent?
He had been virtually scentless or upset when they were together last, no clear read on him due to that. But Paz had tried to scent him as best he could with his wrists pressing gently to the few exposed areas Din had, leaving his own scent on Din even if Din had no scent.
But now he was without chemical altering in his systems, he’d soon be fully done weaning himself and with the little gaps in his kute…
That was if Paz was even alive, Din hadn’t seen his helmet in the pile but…
He tightened his grip on the kid.
No, he had no other choice but to think that Paz was alright, he was a Vizla.
And a big shabuir like him would fight to survive and to protect.
The kid tapped his clawed hand on Din’s pauldron, cooing more worriedly now and Din let out a shuddering breath. “Its alright pup, I’m just… thinking. Just thinking.” Din whispered, smiling sadly when he felt the little one stroke gently between the nooks of his pauldron and cuirass.
For a moment, he was tempted to pull off his helmet, to press a kiss to the little one’s head.
He settled for a gentle ear stroke, humming quietly as the kid settled and went back to eating what was left of the cookie, the two cuddled up into each other for just a few precious moments.
Neither thought about the fact that maybe in a few days, Din might have to give up on the child or the pain that would come with separation.
No, for just a few moments, the galaxy didn’t exist, only they and the Razor Crest did.
Oh, so I know you’re done with Kyber tears. But I agree with you, its one of my favorite works from you and I adore it and I would just love to see something from it. Maybe a little series of oneshots for the after, Cody and the others dealing with the recovery, Obi-Wan getting used to new legs maybe or just anything really. Because it was such an original concept and I just miss the story.
Obi-Wan is asleep, his head pillowed on one of his arms with the other resting along his chest and Cody knows that he should cover the Jedi up with the black blanket with white stars on it resting innocently on the back of the couch for the man but for the life of him, Cody can’t bring himself to move.
Can’t stop staring at where Obi-Wan’s thighs tapers off into stumps as he stands at the end of the couch where Obi-Wan’s head rests.
They’re covered by the sewed up leggings of course but he’s seen the damage beneath, the scar tissue, can imagine it now as easily as he can the back of his own hands.
And for the life of him, he can’t stop staring, occasionally flickering his eyes up to Obi-Wan’s face to take in that he’s still deeply asleep, the glow of his freckles dimmed with the others state of relaxation before Cody’s eyes are flickering down again.
It looks so wrong, the parts missing of Obi-Wan making Cody’s stomach clench up despite how much Obi-Wan has healed and adapted to his missing limbs.
It reminds Cody how much he failed his General, failed Obi-Wan.
Or that’s how it feels like to Cody.
That he failed Obi-Wan, that the other was taken while Cody wasn’t looking and paid a price so heavy that he’s been permanently altered.
Even should Obi-Wan decide to get prosthetic, he is still changed.
Changed because Cody hadn’t been there, hadn’t protected the other.
It was an illogical thought, Obi-Wan was more than capable at protecting himself and the idea that Cody could have done something against a trained Sith…
But thoughts didn’t have to be rational and emotions certainly weren’t.
And so Cody hurt as he watched his Jedi.
Obi-Wan let out a small mewl in his sleep, stretches slowly with his thighs pressing out, muscles quivering slowly and Cody feels something in his chest clench hard at the sight of those stumped thighs twitching slightly out into the air before flopping back down on the couch.
‘…He’s alive. He’s chipped and wobbly and rattles on the table like a cup but just like the cup I fixed with glue when Boil chipped it, he’s still here. He just needs a little help, a little glue. Undeniably still alive.’ Cody reminded himself sternly even as his own guilt tried to eat him up.
Slowly, carefully, to avoid waking Obi-Wan, Cody made his way between the couch and the caff table, carefully kneeling down facing the man. Then he equally carefully grasped the hand Obi-Wan wasn’t laying on, just holding it.
The hand was warm in his, Obi-Wan’s sleeping body doing better to heat him than when he was awake, the amputation of his legs disrupting his system according to Helix and Cody felt something slowly ease in his chest at the feeling.
It made it easier to look away from the stumps, to reach for the blanket over the back and tenderly tuck it around Obi-Wan one handed, still holding onto his General hand with his other.
Still alive.